I've been there. It may not seem like it now, and this adage may seem attenuated for those struggling, but trust me when I say it gets better. Seek help; it does tremendous things when you get all the thoughts stuck in your head out. If there's anyone that needs to tell you that they care, it's me, I care. You matter. And if you needed a sign not to kill yourself, this is it. RESOURCES - Suicide Prevention Lifeline (1-800-273-8255) https://suicidepreventionlifeline.org/ - Suicide Prevention Resources AFSP https://afsp.org/suicide-prevention-resources - Suicide Prevention Resource Center https://www.sprc.org/ - Resources for Suicide Prevention SAMHSA https://www.samhsa.gov/childrens-awareness-day/event/resources-suicide-prevention - National Institute of Mental Health Suicide Prevention https://www.nimh.nih.gov/health/topics/suicide-prevention/index.shtml --- Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/liam-scully/support