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After taking care of my brother as he wasted away and died from AIDs, the end of my 18-year marriage to my high school sweetheart in an ugly parting that made\xa0Divorce Court\xa0look civil, and years of wrong turns, things not working out, and being flat-out disappointed with life, I tried to kill myself in June of 2007, by swallowing over 90 pills, mostly brain drugs. Because I wasn\u2019t found in time, the drugs went all the way through my system wreaking destruction. After a week in a coma, I woke up with a global, acquired brain injury (ABI), technically labeled encephalopathy, to a very different world. Initially, I was seriously mentally impaired and couldn\u2019t retrieve words, remember the day, my sons\u2019 ages, or that I\u2019d gotten divorced. Physically, I could barely speak, couldn\u2019t coordinate the acts of breathing and swallowing anymore, and had no fine motor skills. My ex-husband sued me for custody of our two sons, won, and promptly moved out of state with them. And I thought things were bad before? Alone, for the first time in my life, I had no one to put my limited energy into but myself. Getting downright pissed off, I told myself, \u201cIf I have to live, I\u2019m NOT living like this!\u201d Over the first year, I naturally healed somewhat and, in the following years, the more I recovered, the more I learned. The more I learned, the more I recovered. Through years of daily work and such practices as neurofeedback, Brain State Technologies\u2019 brainwave optimization, hyperbaric oxygen therapy, acupuncture, voice therapy, music therapy, cranial-sacral massage, hypercapnia, visualization, meditation, cross-lateral movement, yoga, cardiovascular exercise, cognitive behavioral therapy, and more, I made a remarkable recovery. Although I still talk funny and have some slight manual dexterity issues, I\u2019m better than ever, even with these. The brain injury forced me to make radical changes in my lifestyle and mindset that I\u2019d needed to make long before. Better late than never! Because the underlying belief systems and the perceptual foundation upon which I\u2019d built my reality withered away along with brain cells, I got to start with a clean slate, so to speak. By consciously working with and altering my thoughts, behaviors, and emotions, I transformed my world which in turn, changed my physical brain and its default mode of operation. Today, I live a brain-healthy lifestyle incorporating mental health practices daily to maintain the balance and happiness I\u2019ve found. Our brains are neuroplastic, meaning that their structure and function are literally, physically shaped by that which we do repeatedly in our lives \u2013 behaviors, emotions, and even thoughts. This works both for you and against you. We have much more power to recover from a brain injury, improve our brain\u2019s functioning, recover from depression, and create our own happiness and reality with the gray matter between our ears than ever thought possible. Neuroplasticity is the superpower we all are born with and possess until the day we die. On my blog and website, I share information about the tools I used to heal myself and my life physically, emotionally, mentally, and spiritually and related topics to inspire and encourage you to take control of and change your brain and life for the better. Promise! I live in Greensboro, North Carolina with my five cats (sometimes more). There you can find me reading, writing, gardening, and doing hot yoga. \xa0\xa0 I have written an intimate, entertaining memoir,\xa0 Suicide, and Serotonin,\xa0 in which I tell all the dirty details of how I got to a place in life where I wanted to die and how I recovered spiritually, emotionally, mentally, and physically. \xa0FACEBOOK \xa0 \xa0TWITTER \xa0 \xa0PINTEREST \xa0 \xa0LINKEDIN