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Have you ever felt so alone, that it crippled you? The human experience can be so overwhelming, and i sympathize with anyone going through this. \n\nHere is something i wrote, called Unbearable. \n\n\n(Unbearable) \n\nHave you ever felt so alone? So alone you can\u2019t breathe? Have you ever had a pain in your chest and heart, that goes so deep, you can\u2019t imagine how it will ever go away.\n\nYou dream of the day this pain will go away. \n\nIn this moment, it hurts so much, you wish and pray for non existence. \n\nYou never imagined a human being was capable of feeling this much pain. And it\u2019s not a pain like cutting your finger, or breaking your arm. It\u2019s a kind of pain that\u2019s so deep it seems to have no end to it. \n\nI miss the days where i could take a deep breath and feel ok. I can hardly breathe anymore. Every time i try, it hurts too much to breathe, it hurts too much to do anything.\n\nI wish so much i could feel so connected to someone, that this feeling of being alone goes away. \n\nI wish i could hold someone so close to me, that we feel as if we\u2019re one. \n\nIt feels like i\u2019m floating through infinite space, alone, just me in an infinite void that never ends. \n\nHow i dream of a day where i\u2019m so close to someone, that this feeling goes away. \n\nAs i write this, i just can\u2019t believe a human is capable of feeling something this intense. It\u2019s so over powering, that i can\u2019t breathe, and the pain in my heart and chest is unbearable.\n\nThe human experience can be filled with so much joy and beauty, i know this. What i wonder is, will i ever have enough of this joy and beauty, to make the pain go away. Cause it hurts so bad, its hurts to breathe, it hurts to walk, it hurts to exist. It\u2019s unbearable.