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b'\\u201cSometimes when I\\u2019m driving now, I think to myself, if I make a mistake, or if I drive too slow, or anything, people are going to look in the car and think, \\u201cThat f******g Asian driver. Typical f*****g woman, Asian driver.\\u201d

Blogger and model booker Katherine Lowe talks to Lani and Ben about growing up Chinese in New Zealand, why she used to wish she was white, casual racism from strangers and friends, travelling to China for the first time, why blogging and the fashion industry sometimes feels silly and learning to be happy.'