Trust Inspired by the Annunciation

Published: April 12, 2018, 1 p.m.

The Annunciation teaches us about how God relates with us and what trusting Him really means.  God, who is almighty and all-knowing, the creator of the universe, asks Mary to participate in His most important plan: the salvation of the world. Then He waits for her permission! We see God asking and waiting throughout the history of salvation. With the few who respond, He does great things. This is God’s way with us. He asks permission to come to us and to work through us. Trust depends on our faith that God is asking us permission to work in and through us.  But it also means that we are attentive to give Him that permission when it goes against what we expected and desired.  God’s work in us often is often very different than what we expected.  It is not enough to want God just as a benefactor, to do our bidding, to give us all the good things we want. Then we pray that all goes as we expect and say we trust that God will come through. That means that if a loved one is sick, they will heal; if I’m looking for a job, a dream house, etc., it will come through as I expect it. Then we can say, “God is good, I trust He will give it to me”!!  But do I also pray giving God permission to contradicts my expectations, for the grace to embrace with confidence His will, trusting that it is the best? That is what Jesus did at Gethsemane. He showed us the price of trusting in the Father and why few do.  This means that It is not enough to obey the Commandments. That is to live by the law. Christ has given us His Holy Spirit so that we see, desire, and act as one with His heart. That means that God wants a personal relationship with us and wants to direct all the decisions we take, including those of our daily life. The Lord wants to give us His plans, His desires, His love.  We are tempted with spiritual laziness I may think that if God wants something from me, He can just tell me, and I will do it.  Trusting in God requires the hard work of discerning God’s will for us. We cannot presume we know it. It may be that at times the Lord will come to us in a striking way, as the angel speaking to Mary. But even Mary had to struggle. Lc 1, 26 “she was greatly troubled at the saying, and considered in her mind what sort of greeting this might be.” The angel had to tell her, “do not be afraid”. Mary did not understand and asked questions: Lc 1, 34 “How shall this be, since I have no husband?” Then Luke tells us that “the angel departed from her.” To trust, Mary needed to continue to listen to God, now speaking in the silent movements of the Spirit in her heart. She heard from the angel that Elizabeth was with child but no further instructions in that regard. But in her heart, she listened to the Spirit moving her to do the most difficult, the most dangerous” to go serve. She trusted because her love consumed her, and she was attentive to the Lord, no attachments, no distractions could interfere.  The disciples sincerely trusted Jesus; they left everything to follow Him. But their trust had to grow. Jesus lamented that they were slow to understand the signs meant to teach them to trust in what seemed impossible or what went against their natural hopes. Only later they realized the power of the cross and that they had not yet abandoned everything as they thought. They were still thinking as natural men think and not as God thinks. We, too, need to have our minds opened to know the will of God. If our priority is not to listen to God, if we do not expect Him to actually speak, if we do not keep at it in prayer, seeking and waiting upon the Lord, then we will be distracted and guided by other voices.  At the Last Judgement, the damned will ask, “when did we see you hungry…” They did not respond to God because they did not see Him in the way they expected.  When we die, I think that we will be dismayed to see how much God wanted to entrust to us, how much He wanted to draw us to...