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I'm about to lose my mind
You’ve been gone for so long
I’m runnin' outta time
I need a doctor, call me a doctor
I need a doctor, doctor to bring me back to life

I told the world one day I would pay it back
Say it on tape, and lay it, record it
So that one day I could play it back
But I don’t even know if I believe it when I’m sayin' that
Doubts startin' to creep in
Every day it's just so gray and black
Hope, I just need a ray of that
‘Cause no one sees my vision when I play it for ‘em
They just say it's wack
But they don’t know what dope is
And I don’t know if I was awake or asleep when I wrote this
All I know is you came to me when I was at my lowest
You picked me up, breathed new life in me
I owe my life to you
But for the life of me, I don't see why you don't see like I do
But it just dawned on me you're lost in life
Demons fighting you, it’s dark
Let me turn on the lights and brighten me and enlighten you
I don't think you realize what you mean to me
Not the slightest clue
‘Cause me and you were like a crew
I was like your sidekick; you gon' either wanna fight me when I get off this fuckin' mic or you gon' 'spect me
But I'm outta options, there's nothin' else I can do, ‘cause…

I'm about to lose my mind
You’ve been gone for so long
I’m runnin' outta time
I need a doctor, call me a doctor
I need a doctor, doctor to bring me back to life

It hurts when I see you struggle; you came to me with ideas
You say they're just pieces, so I’m puzzled
‘Cause the shit I hear is crazy
But you're either gettin' lazy
Or I don’t believe in me no more
Seems like my own opinions, not one you can form
Can't make a decision, you keep questionin' yourself
Second guessin' and it's almost like I'm beggin' for some help
Like you're my leader, you're supposed to fuckin' be my mentor
I can endure no more, I demand you remember who you are
It was you who believed in me
When everyone was tellin' you don't 'spect me
Everyone in the fuckin' crew; let's tell the truth
You risked your respect for me, I know it as well as you
Nobody wanted to fuck with the new boy
Corey, I’m cryin' in this booth
You saved my life, now maybe it's my turn to save ours
But I can never repay you, what you did for me is way more
But I can't give up faith and you ain't givin' up on me
Get up, Corey, I'm dyin', I need you, come back for fuck’s sake!

I'm about to lose my mind
You’ve been gone for so long
I’m runnin' outta time
I need a doctor, call me a doctor
I need a doctor, doctor to bring me back to life

It literally feels like a lifetime ago
But I still remember the shit like it was just yesterday, though
You walked in my dm's, pranks and shit, cracked jokes
Once we became really cool, told you, mates til broke
Went through friends, some of them I put on, but they just left
They said they was ridin' to the death
But where are they now? Now that I need them
I don't see none of them; all I see is Luke
Fuck all you fair-weather friends! All I need is him
Backstabbers!
When the chips were down you just laughed at this
Now you 'bout to feel the fuckin' wrath of Aftermath, faggots!
You gon' see me in my lab jacket
And ask me where I been?
You can kiss my indecisive ass crack, maggots!
And the crackers' ass, little cracker jack beat
Makin' wack math, backwards thinking; I'm back, bastards!
One more CD and then I’m packin' up my bags
And as I’m leavin', I’ll guarantee they'll scream
"Lewis, don’t leave us like that, man!", ‘cause…

I'm about to lose my mind
You’ve been gone for so long
I’m runnin' outta time
I need a doctor, call me a doctor
I need a doctor, doctor to bring me back to life