Mustafa Sungur / 2018 Aralk

Published: Dec. 6, 2018, 2:10 p.m.

b'Mustafa Sungur a\\u011fabey, \\xdcstad Hazretleriyle
olan g\\xf6ru\\u0308\\u015fmelerini \\u015f\\xf6yle anlat\\u0131yor:
\\u201c1946\\u20131947 seneleri, Risale-i Nur\\u2019u tan\\u0131y\\u0131p
okumam, iman davas\\u0131na \\xe2\\u015fina olmam y\\u0131llar\\u0131d\\u0131r.
Ona talebeli\\u011fi en bu\\u0308yu\\u0308k nailiyet telakki etti\\u011fim,
ezel\\xee ve ebed\\xee bir nura y\\xf6neldi\\u011fim y\\u0131llar\\u0131d\\u0131r. Ah
o y\\u0131llar, hayali bile cihana de\\u011fer\\u2026
Emirda\\u011f\\u2019a gelinceye kadar yolda heyecan\\u0131m\\u0131z
son hadde var\\u0131rd\\u0131. \\xdcstad\\u2019a kavu\\u015fabilmekteki
sonsuz sevin\\xe7 ve i\\u015ftiyak\\u0131m\\u0131za had yoktu.
Evet, orada Emirda\\u011f\\u2019da varl\\u0131\\u011f\\u0131m\\u0131z\\u0131n bu\\u0308tu\\u0308nu\\u0308 ile
ba\\u011fland\\u0131\\u011f\\u0131m\\u0131z birisi vard\\u0131. Sanki o bizim her
\\u015feyimiz idi. Bizim kalblerimizi derinden etkilemi\\u015fti.
Onda g\\xf6rdu\\u0308\\u011fu\\u0308mu\\u0308z \\u015fefkat, merhamet
sebebiyle en mu\\u0308\\u015ffik manev\\xee bir baba ve ana
gibi ona ko\\u015fard\\u0131k. O bizim sebeb-i hidayetimiz,
vesile-i necat\\u0131m\\u0131z, bu\\u0308yu\\u0308k \\xdcstad\\u0131m\\u0131zd\\u0131.
O gu\\u0308nleri hayal eder, Emirda\\u011f\\u2019a do\\u011fru yol
al\\u0131rken ve yak\\u0131n\\u0131ndaki ku\\u0308\\xe7u\\u0308k tepecikte Emirda\\u011f\\u2019\\u0131n
evleri g\\xf6ru\\u0308nu\\u0308p kasabaya girerken, nihayet
\\xc7al\\u0131\\u015fkanlar du\\u0308kk\\xe2n\\u0131ndan \\u015fefkatli sinesine
ula\\u015f\\u0131rken, o anlar\\u0131 hat\\u0131rlad\\u0131\\u011f\\u0131mda g\\xf6zya\\u015flar\\u0131m\\u0131
tutamam\\u2026 \\u015eu\\u0308phe yok ki benim gibi onun
Nur\\u2019undan hayat bulan herkes, bu tatl\\u0131 g\\xf6zya\\u015flar\\u0131n\\u0131
tutamam\\u0131\\u015ft\\u0131r. \\xc7u\\u0308nku\\u0308 onun huzurundaki
anlar, dakikalar, saatler, \\u015fu\\u0308phe yok ki \\xe2lem-i
bekadan birer sahneydi. Sonsuzlu\\u011fa do\\u011fru
uzanan hayattar ve nurlu safhalar idi\\u2026 Huzur-
u Muhammed\\xee\\u2019nin (sallall\\xe2hu aleyhi ve sellem)
bir in\\u2019ik\\xe2s\\u0131 idi. O saatler, o dakikalar, \\u2018Bir dakika
vu\\u0308cud-u mu\\u0308nevver, milyon sene vu\\u0308cud-u ebtere
mu\\u0308reccaht\\u0131r\\u2019 denilen s\\u0131rra mazhard\\u0131. Evet,
onu bir timsal-i rahmet, bir mu\\u0308cessem \\u015fefkat
g\\xf6rdu\\u0308k ve bulduk. H\\xe2l\\u0131k\\u0131m\\u0131z\\u0131n nihayetsiz lu\\u0308tfuydu
o\\u2026 Gecemizi gu\\u0308ndu\\u0308ze kalbeden bir nur,
bir \\u015fems-i manev\\xee idi.'