Bitmeyen Beste / 2019 Ekim

Published: Oct. 4, 2019, 10:02 p.m.

b'Gecenin sessizli\\u011fi her yeri kaplam\\u0131\\u015ft\\u0131.
Meri\\xe7 nehri, \\xfcst\\xfcne karabasan gibi
\\xe7\\xf6ken karanl\\u0131ktan silkinip kurtulmak istercesine \\u015fahlanarak ak\\u0131yordu. Tela\\u015fl\\u0131 ve endi\\u015feli insanlar\\u0131n sesleri geliyordu yer yer uzaklardan. Meri\\xe7 nehrine do\\u011fru
yakla\\u015fan bu insanlar herhalde onun koydu\\u011fu
s\\u0131n\\u0131r\\u0131, onun karanl\\u0131ktan silkini\\u015fi gibi a\\u015f\\u0131p ge\\xe7mek istiyorlard\\u0131. Yan\\u0131p s\\xf6nen ate\\u015f b\\xf6ceklerini
hat\\u0131rlatan cep telefonlar\\u0131ndan ba\\u015fka bir \\u0131\\u015f\\u0131k
yoktu \\xe7evrede.
Sesler yakla\\u015ft\\u0131 ve Meri\\xe7 k\\u0131y\\u0131s\\u0131nda daha da
belirgin hale geldi. Bunlar \\u015fi\\u015fme bir bot ile bu
co\\u015fkun nehri ge\\xe7meye gelmi\\u015f insanlard\\u0131. Belki
de Meri\\xe7 gibi, zulmetlerden kurtulmaya \\xe7al\\u0131\\u015fan
insanlar\\u2026
Meri\\xe7\\u2019in \\xfcst\\xfcne gece karanl\\u0131\\u011f\\u0131 nas\\u0131l \\xe7\\xf6km\\xfc\\u015fse, vatan\\u0131n, milletin \\xfcst\\xfcne de \\xf6yle bir zulmet
\\xe7\\xf6km\\xfc\\u015ft\\xfc. H\\xfcrriyet ve adalet ra\\ufffdlara kald\\u0131r\\u0131lm\\u0131\\u015f, \\ufffdikirler zincire vurulmu\\u015f, duygular, pranga mahk\\xfbmu gibi haset ve k\\u0131skan\\xe7l\\u0131ktan dolay\\u0131
zindanlara t\\u0131k\\u0131lm\\u0131\\u015ft\\u0131.
Onlar nas\\u0131l Meri\\xe7 gibi silkinmesinler, nas\\u0131l
bu esaret ba\\u011flar\\u0131n\\u0131 kopar\\u0131p atmas\\u0131nlard\\u0131? \\xd6zlerinde nur denizleri bulunan bu insanlar, bu nur
denizinden kalem ve soluklar\\u0131na \\xe7ektikleri ayd\\u0131nl\\u0131k huzmeleriyle d\\xfcnyan\\u0131n d\\xf6rt bir taraf\\u0131nda, ba\\u015fkalar\\u0131n\\u0131n g\\xf6n\\xfcl atlaslar\\u0131na mutluluk g\\xfcne\\u015fi, huzur y\\u0131ld\\u0131z\\u0131 ve umut ay\\u0131n\\u0131 \\xf6rmek, nak\\u0131\\u015f
nak\\u0131\\u015f dokumak istiyorlard\\u0131. Geceyi iyi bilirdi
onlar. Karanl\\u0131kta kalmak kadar zor bir \\u015fey yoktu. \\u0130\\u015fte ba\\u015fka g\\xf6n\\xfcllerdeki bu nefes ald\\u0131rmayan
elemi ve \\u0131zd\\u0131rab\\u0131 dindirmek, zulmetin korkusundan peri\\u015fan olmu\\u015f insanl\\u0131\\u011f\\u0131 bu zalim k\\xfcf\\xfcr
ve ilhat pen\\xe7esinden kurtarmak i\\xe7indi bu gece
yolculu\\u011fu, h\\xfcrriyete kanatlanma, \\xe7ileli hicret,
mukaddes g\\xf6\\xe7\\u2026
Meri\\xe7, Rila da\\u011f\\u0131ndan \\xe7\\u0131km\\u0131\\u015f, Maritsa isminden s\\u0131yr\\u0131lm\\u0131\\u015f, Evros ad\\u0131ndan istifa etmi\\u015f,
Ege\\u2019nin Saroz k\\xf6rfezine do\\u011fru \\xe7atallan\\u0131p d\\xf6k\\xfclmek i\\xe7in her zaman oldu\\u011fu gibi nam\\u0131na lay\\u0131k
bir \\u015fekilde ak\\u0131yordu co\\u015fkun sular\\u0131yla. Siyah bir
yaban at\\u0131n\\u0131n \\u015fahlan\\u0131\\u015f\\u0131n\\u0131 hat\\u0131rlat\\u0131yordu onun bu
geceki durumu. A\\u011fz\\u0131ndan beyaz k\\xf6p\\xfckler sa\\xe7an bir yaban at\\u0131\\u2026
\\u0130\\u015fte bu g\\xfcn dokuz ki\\u015finin bulundu\\u011fu bu
botta, be\\u015f ferdiyle Ak\\xe7abay ailesi vard\\u0131. Bota
binerlerken endi\\u015fe ve sevin\\xe7 dolu bak\\u0131\\u015flar dikkatten ka\\xe7m\\u0131yordu. Y\\xfczler bir umut \\u0131\\u015f\\u0131\\u011f\\u0131yla ayd\\u0131nlan\\u0131yor ve bir korku g\\xf6lgesiyle k\\u0131r\\u0131\\u015f k\\u0131r\\u0131\\u015f h\\xfcz\\xfcnl\\xfc hal al\\u0131yordu. Bota ilk binen boylu poslu,
kumral tenli, sa\\xe7lar\\u0131 koyu sar\\u0131, renkli g\\xf6zl\\xfc, iri
burnuyla vakur bir aslan \\xe7ehresini hat\\u0131rlatan,
dolgun y\\xfczl\\xfc Murat bey oldu. Sonra babas\\u0131n\\u0131n
elinden tuttu\\u011fu ince kumral \\xe7ehreli, koyu sar\\u0131
sa\\xe7lar\\u0131 ba\\u015f\\u0131n sa\\u011f \\xfcst ucunda kudretten burmal\\u0131, yedi ya\\u015f\\u0131nda Ahmet Esat. Ard\\u0131ndan abisine
g\\xf6re y\\xfcz\\xfc daha geni\\u015f, ama burnu daha k\\xfc\\xe7\\xfck
ve sevimli, kumral sa\\xe7lar\\u0131n\\u0131 ortadan ay\\u0131racak
kadar olgunlu\\u011fa \\xf6zenen, sar\\u0131\\u015f\\u0131na yak\\u0131n beyaz
\\xe7ehreli be\\u015f ya\\u015f\\u0131ndaki Mesut. Onlar\\u0131n ard\\u0131ndan
da e\\u015finin yard\\u0131m\\u0131yla bota binen karaka\\u015fl\\u0131, kara
g\\xf6zl\\xfc, iri g\\xf6zl\\xfck camlar\\u0131n\\u0131n ard\\u0131nda umut dolu
bak\\u0131\\u015flar\\u0131 dikkati \\xe7eken, de\\u011firmi \\xe7ehreli, han\\u0131m
han\\u0131mc\\u0131k bir kad\\u0131n olan Hatice \\xf6\\u011fretmen. Onun
kuca\\u011f\\u0131nda ise abilerine nazaran daha yuvarlak
\\xe7ehreli ve iri g\\xf6zl\\xfc, d\\xfcz koyu sar\\u0131 sa\\xe7lar\\u0131 olan
bir ya\\u015f\\u0131ndaki mis kokulu, nur topu bebek Bekir
Aras\\u2026
Yolcular tamam olunca bot hareket etti. Gecenin zi\\ufffdiri karanl\\u0131\\u011f\\u0131nda Meri\\xe7\\u2019in k\\xf6p\\xfckl\\xfc sular\\u0131nda ellerde c\\u0131l\\u0131z me\\u015fale \\u0131\\u015f\\u0131klar\\u0131n\\u0131 hat\\u0131rlatan
cep telefonlar\\u0131n\\u0131n ayd\\u0131nl\\u0131\\u011f\\u0131nda ilerlemeye ba\\u015flad\\u0131lar\\u2026
ecenin sessizli\\u011fi her yeri kaplam\\u0131\\u015ft\\u0131.
Meri\\xe7 nehri, \\xfcst\\xfcne karabasan gibi
\\xe7\\xf6ken karanl\\u0131ktan silkinip kurtulmak istercesine \\u015fahlanarak ak\\u0131yordu. Tela\\u015fl\\u0131 ve endi\\u015feli insanlar\\u0131n sesleri gelir.'