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Today I talk about how I\'m stuck.
I don\'t want to be a person who lives in the past.\\xa0
On the flip side, if I don\'t remember life changing events is that disrespectful?
There is a great quote in the Sheryl Crow song "Every Day is a Winding Road" and she asks, "Why am I a stranger in my own life?"
I talk about the day I watched my Mom breakdown upon hearing her father\'s voice for the first time in a long time. So now I\'m worried about playing an old tape that has my Mom\'s voice.
I don\'t want to be "THAT GUY" who is always talking about his Mom. At this point, I\'ve spent more time without her than I did with her.\\xa0
So I get really worried that I spend too much time looking back.\\xa0
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