Email response show, lets get more stories of victory! The victory over this addiction (or any other for that matter) has to do with a deep heart level thirst. The question is a thirst for what? The most important step of the 12 steps? Step one “you have a problem. Your life has become unmanageable.” But how deep does that go? Are we really ever in control really? Why is this world so broken? That is the question, Like a splinter in your mind driving you mad. A listener said to me “it seems like this is a thinking disease”, I believe there is some truth there. But how deep are our thoughts?