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Published: Nov. 11, 2019, 5:53 a.m.

So let's get serious, so I haven't uploaded the whole of November, and I'm disappointed, but let me explain, I got super sick. These Socal fires ruining my breathing! I go to the ER and deny being seen for an Xray. Why? They try to hit me with an $800 bill for an x-ray I was like no I'm not bout to pay for that!

Remarks about mom:

I remember I was like the only one who was kind of like trying to bring joy in people's lives, and I get to try and make people laugh try to make people smile. Even like out of my sisters, I had to do the eulogy, and I'm going to play it right now; I'm pretty sure you haven't heard it.......? that was crazy, huh I wrote that like two hours before. I was working on it all night I just couldn't find the words though it was like I feel like I had to be there like I wanted to see her.

It didn't look genuine if I wasn't seeing her body laid resting. I had to be there, and that's what put so much substance in my writing and my delivery and just give me the inspiration and the bravery like it was hard to deliver that I had probably stuttered a few times too. I think I don't know if somebody already took it wrong when I asked everybody to stand to like you know clap their hands. I'm different you know like I know, sadly, it's a funeral. Still, to me, it's like why do we have to be sad? Why don't we put our hands together, and then like you know, give her a hand like you know to say thank you and an excellent job because, like yeah, she did an excellent job?

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