High level narcissists seek raw power and are exceedingly greedy. They are the takers, you are the givers.
Often they have high metabolic rates and thrive off of the sympathetic nervous system. They are thrilled with their gifts of cunning and planning; wolves in sheep's clothing.
Everything is directed to go in their direction, not yours. They are obsessed with money, assets, properties, investments.
High level narcissists increase your oxidative stress and can have a negative effective on your immune system.
Being married to a high level narcissist you have no respite, solitude, calm, space and time to simply be yourself.
There is a time of awakening when you finally understand the true nature of the high level narcissist and know that he/she cannot and will not change.
You make the decision to move forward along the road less traveled, the pathway of your authentic self.
Practice self care each day: eat nourishing food, movement/exercise your way, hydration, listen to beautiful music, create your own spiritual practice as you define this: prayer, meditation, Nature, what has the most meaning to you.
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