Those who are married to or partnered with high level narcissists make a Faustian bargain: :The narcissist offers power, wealth and prestige to those who join his magic circle." From Freeing Yourself from the Narcissist in Your Life.
The high level power mad narcissist summits the highest mountains of blind ambition without conscience, morality or empathy. This lack of conscience speeds up the ascendant trajectory of power and control over others.
High level narcissists look down on those who have not reached these pinnacles of power and success.
The higher they climb the dirtier their deeds--this is the trajectory of the high level narcissist.
Those who stay in these non relationships are highly stressed: they have chronic insomnia, anxiety, depression, digestive disorders, headaches, autoimmune disorders. They are constantly living in survival mode: the sympathetic fight or flight nervous system.
Return to your authentic original self.
Honor yourself with daily self care: rest, sleep, nourishment, hydration, movement, exercise, your unique spiritual practice.
Slow down your pace, develop a routine that works for you. Ask yourself what do I need right now to feel comfortable.
Access beauty in all of its forms.
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