This episode has a few different directions as I continue to struggle, determine, and figure out who I am, what makes me work, what I want in life.... I also discuss how I have been self reflecting about my past and the relationships I have had (going back to childhood) from the view point and experiences I now have as an adult. My question is and something I think about, can you understand now, what you could not understand before, because now you are older, more experienced and hopefully more empathetic to all experiences. And, if this is true... what can, should and do you do about it.