b'Margot and her wife always imagined having more than one child. But Margot\\u2019s first pregnancy was physically and emotionally exhausting, and she\\u2019s not sure she can go through it again. Now she\\u2019s afraid of disappointing her wife.\\nCREDITS\\nMotherhood Sessions is a production of Gimlet Media. It\\u2019s produced by Peter Bresnan, Molly Donahue, and Lauren Silverman. Our editors are Devon Taylor and Nazanin Rafsanjani. Mixing and music by Emma Munger.\\nIf you or someone you know is experiencing depression or anxiety during pregnancy, or in the postpartum period, contact Postpartum Support International at (800) 944-4773. If you or a family member are worried about safety, get help right away by calling the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 1-800-273-8255, or dialing 911.\\xa0\\nLearn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices'