b'Psychedelics don\\u2019t always make things better. Jesse\\u2019s psychedelic ego death experience cracked Jesse open to feel deeply for the first time in her life. After the love and bliss from the experience, she was left to process a lifetime worth of repressed pain. Jesse went through challenges such as ego whiplash, suicidal ideation, social isolation, and depression for months after her psychedelic experience. She is sharing the depth of her experience with us, and how she managed to come out on the other side.'