I Wrote This Essay, but Then Changed My Mind

Published: Oct. 25, 2023, 9 a.m.

Heather Sellers wrote her Modern Love essay in 2013, about reconnecting with her elderly, estranged father. Although their relationship was painful, Heather made sure that her last words to her father were \u201cI love you.\u201d And at the time, that felt like closure.\n\nNow, 10 years later, Heather tells our host, Anna Martin, that she would write a completely different essay today. She sees her father, and herself, in a new light \u2014 and realizes that \u201cforgiveness\u201d isn\u2019t as simple a concept as she once believed.