Zoe Fishman couldn\u2019t stop thinking about the man she called her \u201csubway crush.\u201d For years, she saw Ronen on the train and admired him from afar.\n\nWhen they finally connected, it turned out Ronen felt the same, and they began a\xa0blissful\xa0life together. But when their story took a devastating turn, Zoe had to grapple with longing for Ronen at a distance again.\n\nFor the final episode of our season, we hear about the\xa0joy and loss that showed up in Zoe\u2019s life, and the remarkable way she learned to live with both of them.\n\nZoe Fishman is the author of several novels, most recently \u201cThe Fun Widow\u2019s Book Tour.\u201d