Reflections on Ch 2 - Rajesh

Published: Sept. 12, 2021, 7:13 p.m.

Rajesh

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Arjuna\u2019s mindset - Pity, despondency, agitated, dejection, eyes full of tears, lost all hope, no sense of purpose, depression, visible signs of depression - seed anti mama gaatrani, mukham cha parishushyati, vepathushcha sharire me, romaharshascha jayate - limbs fail, mouth parched, sweating, quivering, hairs standing on end\u2026

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LESSON 1: EMOTIONAL MIND VERY STRONGLY covering his intellect - like a thick black cloud covering the sun. We can recognize signs of DEPRESSION within us too!

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His Intellect becomes convoluted. Tries to justify. Puts forth arguments that will justify his point of view - without any sufficient logical base - altering facts, creating opinions to suit one\u2019s emotional turbidity.

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Sentiments cloud our understanding. Emotions rule us.

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Strong sense of ego - \u201cI\u201d expressed as \u201cHow can I kill my relatives?\u201d

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SPLIT PERSONALITY SYNDROME.

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Perception /Action Sense Organs, Emotional Mind, Intellectual Mind are not aligned together.

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LESSON 2: WHEN WE ARE NOT MENTALLY INTEGRATED, our efforts dissipate like clouds in a bright sun.

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This is our life too.

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Most of us don\u2019t seek right help to our mental wellbeing. Right help can come only from scriptures - not paid psychoanalysis help!

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He Finally gives up. Surrenders to a superior intellect - Trust in Krishna\u2019s supremacy.

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LESSON 3: Surrender is hard. But when one surrenders, it becomes easy.

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Either surrender to a parent, trusted friend or relative, or plainly to your inner conscience.

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What is inner conscience?

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It is the sense of \u2018Big I\u2019 of who we truly are!

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Not the sense we have of the \u2018small I\u2019 that identifies itself with body, senses, mind or intellect.

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How do we know there is a \u201cBig I\u201d within me?

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When we ask the question - who am I and analyze with a simple framework - subject is different from objects, then we will truly know who we are!

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Heat & Cold, happiness & sadness, praise & criticism, success & failure are all experienced by me - so they are not me! I stand apart from them!

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They are all finite - in time, space or relationship.

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All these too will pass!

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LESSON 4: Even if we don\u2019t trust anyone, trust that inner conscience. Recognize that it is there and ask - what would that inner conscience want me to do now in my depression state?

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Why should one trust the inner conscience? Is there any such thing? Why don\u2019t I experience that? If that is happiness, eternal, consciousness - and it is my real nature - why don\u2019t I feel it? Are there any preparations I need to do?

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Krishna says, karma yoga, bhakti yoga, jnana yoga are the rungs of the ladder to know & become that sat-chit-ananda: the eternal existence, conscious & bliss nature. Preparing the body, senses is the pre-requisite for karma yoga.

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LESSON 5: Like in all knowledge acquisition, we need to prepare. Mind is the biggest obstacle as well as the most important instrument we have to acquire this knowledge about the Big I - our true.

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This is life worth living. Anchored to an unchanging goal post - meandering around, using life situations as learning &growing opportunities and overcoming the mental doubts, confusion and expanding our mind to include everything in the sense of I.

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Small I becoming the Big I in three steps through karma yoga, Bhakti yoga, jnana yoga.

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Hari Om Tat Sat!

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