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Hunting down your BLACKBOX

Hunting down your BLACKBOX

342 episodes

We all want to have the “perfect” spiritual journey .. but in the spirit world we control zilch.. it’s ugly messy heart breaking & miraculous - we carry secrets hidden in a infinite universe we have no access to.. until the universe pushes us off a cliff..welcome to “the path” NOT

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In the healing of trauma you are given so much information about divinity

Published: April 17, 2022, 7:16 p.m.
Duration: 47 minutes 21 seconds

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The totality of you returned from trauma

Published: April 15, 2022, 8:15 p.m.
Duration: 42 minutes 33 seconds

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In healing you are being put back together like a shattered cup - youre being made whole

Published: March 27, 2022, 7:04 p.m.
Duration: 47 minutes 24 seconds

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Because in trauma you are severed from love & divinity - the healing is home - love & reconnection

Published: March 26, 2022, 5:10 p.m.
Duration: 1 hour 9 minutes 57 seconds

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Your trauma is not your truth - but to get to your truth you must face it

Published: March 21, 2022, 6:06 p.m.
Duration: 46 minutes 20 seconds

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You dont get to run the world when you heal but you do get to be whole -at peace with u

Published: March 19, 2022, 5:37 p.m.
Duration: 1 hour 7 seconds

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There is always another version of you .. always

Published: March 10, 2022, 8:34 p.m.
Duration: 41 minutes 31 seconds

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Expect the unexpected in healing trauma - surprise is not an option - it will happen

Published: March 5, 2022, 8:44 p.m.
Duration: 40 minutes 30 seconds

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So many chances to heal & live again with love -

Published: Feb. 22, 2022, 7:24 p.m.
Duration: 37 minutes 22 seconds

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No matter your trauma, you can heal / just ask for help - it will come & not in the way you imagined

Published: Feb. 19, 2022, 2:25 p.m.
Duration: 46 minutes 24 seconds

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Theres always something bigger going on - its not just the trauma

Published: Feb. 13, 2022, 8:25 p.m.
Duration: 39 minutes 42 seconds

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You will heal - whatever happened - whenever it happened - its all possible

Published: Feb. 12, 2022, 7:08 p.m.
Duration: 51 minutes 32 seconds

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Locate your child - whatever happened to them - theyre blacked out shut down - go wake them up

Published: Jan. 18, 2022, 1:33 p.m.
Duration: 40 minutes 47 seconds

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There are layers to be torn down to get to the prison where youve been held hostage

Published: Jan. 16, 2022, 9:26 p.m.
Duration: 42 minutes 39 seconds

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You the predator & the trauma cook together - all of it needs to be expelled

Published: Jan. 15, 2022, 3:50 p.m.
Duration: 49 minutes 10 seconds

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Yess.. its a departure .. you will have to leave or metaphorically die - all of your trauma clean

Published: Jan. 13, 2022, 6:11 p.m.
Duration: 49 minutes 50 seconds

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You are the gift but like the lotus flower you might need to nourish in the dark

Published: Jan. 10, 2022, 7:57 p.m.
Duration: 56 minutes 30 seconds

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Trauma is contradiction - deceit - youve left home - you have to get home

Published: Jan. 9, 2022, 3:15 p.m.
Duration: 45 minutes 30 seconds

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Youre energy & trauma is blocked energy - its a boulder in your tea cup - it needs extraction -

Published: Jan. 7, 2022, 6:54 p.m.
Duration: 42 minutes 4 seconds

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You got nothing on the technology of the plant medecine - it is the trauma revolution

Published: Jan. 6, 2022, 1:45 p.m.
Duration: 41 minutes 14 seconds

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Its a practical process in healing - it may feel unknown but its happening ..

Published: Jan. 4, 2022, 9:12 p.m.
Duration: 40 minutes 2 seconds

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Youre the perfection disfigured by trauma - & then youre perfect again

Published: Jan. 2, 2022, 10:17 p.m.
Duration: 46 minutes 47 seconds

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The trauma is bad but its the refusal of your life force your divinity thats the damage

Published: Jan. 2, 2022, 1:51 p.m.
Duration: 41 minutes 4 seconds

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Yachts armor & dark energy .. its all part of the healing of trauma.. waking up

Published: Dec. 28, 2021, 5:30 p.m.
Duration: 1 hour 4 minutes 2 seconds

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Theres a choice - a real choice when u face trauma - its YOU that finally matters

Published: Dec. 22, 2021, 7:04 p.m.
Duration: 58 minutes 14 seconds

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Darkness cant exist in the light - thats where the medecine comes in

Published: Dec. 19, 2021, 6:16 p.m.
Duration: 57 minutes 8 seconds

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39 trillion microbacterial bugaloolas all over you - you cant see like - like the shadow

Published: Dec. 18, 2021, 9:33 p.m.
Duration: 47 minutes 4 seconds

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Youre here .. stuck, unstuck .. big .. small - its your journey .. live it

Published: Dec. 12, 2021, 6:55 p.m.
Duration: 58 minutes 57 seconds

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Pretty straight up procedure in trauma to be unwrangled

Published: Dec. 7, 2021, 7:59 p.m.
Duration: 54 minutes 24 seconds

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Power- yes .. its part of the big theme of fear - your traumatized .. your powerless

Published: Dec. 5, 2021, 6:34 p.m.
Duration: 58 minutes 32 seconds

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Fear - an interesting dilemma - an energetic cauldron & a force to be battled

Published: Dec. 2, 2021, 1:52 p.m.
Duration: 49 minutes 36 seconds

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You cant be half of anything - like pregnancy - like an avalanche - everything must be seen

Published: Nov. 26, 2021, 5:51 p.m.
Duration: 52 minutes 12 seconds

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Youre nature - every single piece of you is nature .. but youre severed from your spirit

Published: Nov. 25, 2021, 6:33 p.m.
Duration: 1 hour 2 minutes 5 seconds

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If theres trauma youre blinded by terror - thats the source - shutdown

Published: Nov. 24, 2021, 6:44 p.m.
Duration: 39 minutes 57 seconds

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And then the moment comes when the first terrifying wound is faced - the universe is healing

Published: Nov. 23, 2021, 11:13 a.m.
Duration: 55 minutes 28 seconds

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Yes were nature - all the information you need lives there - thats where I can heal

Published: Nov. 21, 2021, 7:25 p.m.
Duration: 1 hour 7 minutes 59 seconds

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Yes.. your energy .. every last cell is carrying every part of you including le trauma

Published: Nov. 19, 2021, 11:41 p.m.
Duration: 50 minutes 29 seconds

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Its subtle entangled sophisticated & sick - but traumas are real life stories

Published: Nov. 17, 2021, 10:19 p.m.
Duration: 52 minutes 5 seconds

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The most powerful initial weapon in healing is meditation

Published: Nov. 16, 2021, 3:55 p.m.
Duration: 48 minutes 24 seconds

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Here it is - the code .. where are u?

Published: Nov. 15, 2021, 11:08 p.m.
Duration: 45 minutes 41 seconds

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So many lessons in the dark.. so much repair - seriously its like an emergency ward

Published: Nov. 14, 2021, 7:05 p.m.
Duration: 31 minutes 4 seconds

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Expose & expel - thats how trauma heals - are you ready?

Published: Nov. 13, 2021, 9:31 p.m.
Duration: 50 minutes 5 seconds

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Your trauma has a character - an understanding - it needs to be understood to be healed

Published: Nov. 11, 2021, 4:47 p.m.
Duration: 49 minutes 20 seconds

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No point pulling out your guitar to twang your way back to healing - the path is fierce

Published: Nov. 10, 2021, 7:51 p.m.
Duration: 51 minutes 54 seconds

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Energetic imprinting us real & needs to be cleansed

Published: Nov. 9, 2021, 5:33 p.m.
Duration: 41 minutes 57 seconds

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& then the universe shows up & dissolves you & then huh??

Published: Nov. 8, 2021, 12:24 a.m.
Duration: 37 minutes 34 seconds

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You have to risk all of you to get all of you back

Published: Nov. 6, 2021, 6:27 p.m.
Duration: 1 hour 4 minutes 26 seconds

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The journey home is the reconnect with your little munchkin

Published: Nov. 4, 2021, 4:40 p.m.
Duration: 48 minutes 17 seconds

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How do you know your healing? Your beginning to feel the truth .. messy difficult but true

Published: Oct. 28, 2021, 2:51 p.m.
Duration: 50 minutes 48 seconds

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Evil is ether - it weaves into you & you cant see it - until you can

Published: Oct. 27, 2021, 3:23 p.m.
Duration: 53 minutes 5 seconds

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How can someone replace your childhood - the medecine can

Published: Oct. 26, 2021, 7:05 p.m.
Duration: 42 minutes 25 seconds

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Decode your whole system ..& heal

Published: Oct. 25, 2021, 2:19 p.m.
Duration: 50 minutes 51 seconds

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Youre not a social security number - youre a breathing living piece of nature & divinity

Published: Oct. 23, 2021, 5:05 p.m.
Duration: 53 minutes 54 seconds

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Youre going there to heal.. its not a competition

Published: Oct. 23, 2021, 3:41 p.m.
Duration: 43 minutes 47 seconds

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When the student is ready the jigsaw puzzle is put back in place

Published: Oct. 20, 2021, 3:09 p.m.
Duration: 55 minutes 1 second

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Can you hear them calling? Its you .. your higher self .. listen .. go

Published: Oct. 16, 2021, 4:06 p.m.
Duration: 30 minutes 57 seconds

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If youre in camouflage ..try the Gap.. & expose your wounds only then can healing take place

Published: Oct. 15, 2021, 3 p.m.
Duration: 50 minutes 3 seconds

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You may not hear the pounding on the door when the universe comes knocking it might take a tragedy

Published: Oct. 13, 2021, 6:59 p.m.
Duration: 41 minutes 26 seconds

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And of course it wont be easy .. & youll know but hung until the trauma is faced

Published: Oct. 11, 2021, 7:50 p.m.
Duration: 37 minutes 28 seconds

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The journey home is the journey back to your soul & no its not easy ..

Published: Oct. 9, 2021, 2:52 p.m.
Duration: 39 minutes 7 seconds

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Youre here but not .. if youre held captive by trauma you need to heal

Published: Oct. 6, 2021, 2:38 p.m.
Duration: 53 minutes 15 seconds

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Trauma is the absence of love - the way home is to love

Published: Oct. 3, 2021, 2:30 p.m.
Duration: 19 minutes 35 seconds

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Because your nature & that nature heals everything

Published: Oct. 2, 2021, 2:15 p.m.
Duration: 52 minutes 25 seconds

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Because you need to be cleansed if theres trauma

Published: Sept. 29, 2021, 1:45 p.m.
Duration: 41 minutes 5 seconds

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So much to learn .. always ongoing with the aya

Published: Sept. 29, 2021, 12:59 p.m.
Duration: 22 minutes 43 seconds

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Time to go home

Published: Sept. 16, 2021, 12:23 p.m.
Duration: 36 minutes 22 seconds

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There is never an end just a transition after you heal trauma

Published: Sept. 10, 2021, 6:28 p.m.
Duration: 38 minutes 41 seconds

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Your trauma is the refusal of you.. your healing is the ignition of what you have refused ..

Published: Sept. 9, 2021, 3:22 p.m.
Duration: 1 hour 1 minute 17 seconds

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Face the trauma face the dark & be released

Published: Sept. 8, 2021, 5:51 p.m.
Duration: 1 hour 7 minutes

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As youre dissolved youre made whole..

Published: Sept. 6, 2021, 5:47 p.m.
Duration: 50 minutes 55 seconds

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Theres a truth of you thats bigger than your trauma

Published: Sept. 5, 2021, 1:13 p.m.
Duration: 58 minutes 32 seconds

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You will see earth after youre in space

Published: Sept. 1, 2021, 4:47 p.m.
Duration: 27 minutes 26 seconds

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Its a circle.. to be made whole you must die ( metaphorically) & eliminate the trauma

Published: Aug. 26, 2021, 7:21 p.m.
Duration: 22 minutes 35 seconds

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When the final showdown happens with your trauma all of you is returned

Published: Aug. 10, 2021, 6:26 p.m.
Duration: 41 minutes 18 seconds

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You can heal .. but you have to return to the scene of the crime

Published: Aug. 5, 2021, 4:27 p.m.
Duration: 20 minutes 41 seconds

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You will return to the scene of the crime and you will be healed

Published: July 26, 2021, 10:44 p.m.
Duration: 34 minutes 44 seconds

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When you blacked out - you froze - & the darkness stampeded - now you found the breaker switch

Published: July 18, 2021, 8:12 p.m.
Duration: 1 hour 8 minutes 56 seconds

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Theres even more - the deeper you go

Published: July 16, 2021, 9:46 p.m.
Duration: 1 hour 6 minutes 42 seconds

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Different ways to take the first step into your trauma

Published: July 14, 2021, 4:49 p.m.
Duration: 1 hour 3 minutes 48 seconds

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The medecine is a practical experience - you need to become whole

Published: July 13, 2021, 12:07 p.m.
Duration: 47 minutes 46 seconds

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Whose afraid of the big bad wolf? You are if theres trauma, but the wolf is weak& youll find out

Published: July 11, 2021, 6:23 p.m.
Duration: 1 hour 23 minutes 13 seconds

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You will reach farewell - where your soul is being returned ..

Published: July 10, 2021, 1:32 p.m.
Duration: 1 hour 7 minutes 8 seconds

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You need to take the elevator to your basement - thats where your storing your trauma

Published: July 8, 2021, 8:26 p.m.
Duration: 51 minutes 2 seconds

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If the baton they pass on is diseased - throw it out - dont try to fix it

Published: July 6, 2021, 5:02 p.m.
Duration: 41 minutes 21 seconds

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Trauma is a battle with the dark - you will need a fabulous knights armor

Published: July 5, 2021, 4:36 p.m.
Duration: 47 minutes 57 seconds

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A perfect platter

Published: July 3, 2021, 5:40 p.m.
Duration: 38 minutes 42 seconds

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And then the fierce warrior of love shows up!!

Published: July 1, 2021, 3:35 p.m.
Duration: 40 minutes 7 seconds

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The gift of life is love - thats your pass into the candy store

Published: June 30, 2021, 3:55 p.m.
Duration: 50 minutes 4 seconds

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In you go.. crash burn rebuild

Published: June 30, 2021, 2:49 p.m.
Duration: 36 minutes 33 seconds

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The deeper you go into your trauma the more your mission is defined

Published: June 27, 2021, 6:03 p.m.
Duration: 55 minutes 35 seconds

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Sub personalities hold your shit .. go get your shit

Published: June 24, 2021, 4:36 p.m.
Duration: 48 minutes 13 seconds

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Agreements in the dark

Published: June 23, 2021, 4:04 p.m.
Duration: 45 minutes 28 seconds

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Game over.. thats where the destination is ..

Published: June 21, 2021, 8:48 p.m.
Duration: 1 hour 9 minutes 22 seconds

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Finding Waldo .. that you in trauma .. where are you?

Published: June 20, 2021, 2:41 p.m.
Duration: 35 minutes 8 seconds

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Every connection must be dissolved .. sometimes you cant see the most important connection

Published: June 19, 2021, 4:50 p.m.
Duration: 1 hour 9 minutes 48 seconds

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All sorts of everything in a spin dry cycle that you have to stop

Published: June 19, 2021, 1:05 p.m.
Duration: 59 minutes 7 seconds

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Wait.. youre human? What does that mean.. ? You wont have a clue until you dissolve ..

Published: June 17, 2021, 3:10 p.m.
Duration: 53 minutes 58 seconds

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Its straightforward .. if you follow the path

Published: June 14, 2021, 4:17 p.m.
Duration: 1 hour 21 minutes 49 seconds

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Humpty Dumpty does get put back together ..

Published: June 13, 2021, 7:06 p.m.
Duration: 59 minutes 39 seconds

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Healing with ayahuasca is a practical act

Published: June 10, 2021, 11:07 p.m.
Duration: 43 minutes 39 seconds

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Energy holds information - frozen terror/energy hold your trauma - dissolve it

Published: June 9, 2021, 4:52 p.m.
Duration: 57 minutes 55 seconds

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You got cooked .. so now you can uncook.. you can go all the way back..

Published: June 8, 2021, 9:26 p.m.
Duration: 24 minutes 59 seconds

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Terror is a gravitational force - you are shackled to the predator like a magnet

Published: June 7, 2021, 5:10 p.m.
Duration: 1 hour 2 minutes 19 seconds

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Of course you can heal ., the universe is waiting in the wings to catch you ..

Published: June 7, 2021, 2:15 a.m.
Duration: 1 hour 10 minutes 24 seconds

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There is a home .. a true home .. a you that is a perfect Yes..

Published: June 5, 2021, 5:36 p.m.
Duration: 1 hour 14 minutes 53 seconds

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If you hate yourself dont .. you didnt learn to refuse yourself .. it was part of the trauma

Published: June 2, 2021, 4:09 p.m.
Duration: 1 hour 12 minutes 30 seconds

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Take the belt out of the washing machine ..

Published: June 1, 2021, 3:57 a.m.
Duration: 53 minutes 1 second

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You.. the injury & the coverup - its the equation of trauma

Published: May 29, 2021, 5:16 p.m.
Duration: 1 hour 12 minutes 26 seconds

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Dont get limited by other peoples limitations ...trauma gets healed in bigger places

Published: May 27, 2021, 3:11 p.m.
Duration: 1 hour 1 minute 40 seconds

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Youre not the trauma ..but how will you know if you cant see it

Published: May 24, 2021, 8:09 p.m.
Duration: 1 hour 9 minutes

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You cant see a mental wound ..but now you can ..

Published: May 23, 2021, 2:26 a.m.
Duration: 54 minutes 4 seconds

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Life .. its a little ask.. you just need to cut down a forest ..

Published: May 21, 2021, 4:02 p.m.
Duration: 1 hour 8 minutes 43 seconds

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If your stalk got ambushed and you landed in the wrong place .. Call Aya

Published: May 19, 2021, 4:59 p.m.
Duration: 54 minutes 28 seconds

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If your stork got ambushed and you landed in the wrong place .. Call Aya

Published: May 19, 2021, 4:59 p.m.
Duration: 54 minutes 28 seconds

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Yes dark energy exists .. but its sneakier than you think

Published: May 16, 2021, 4:53 p.m.
Duration: 58 minutes 41 seconds

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Yikes .. you mean I get to be connected to divinity? Like on my own.. like yesss

Published: May 14, 2021, 2:05 a.m.
Duration: 1 hour 20 seconds

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Trauma happens as a sequence - to tear it down you need to follow the sequence back

Published: May 12, 2021, 2:53 p.m.
Duration: 1 hour 1 minute 4 seconds

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Just go in...let yourself be spin dryed & washed out - its nature . Go with it

Published: May 11, 2021, 7:39 p.m.
Duration: 58 minutes 46 seconds

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You build around a crooked trestle .. its energetic ..your whole body is graffitied with the abuse

Published: May 11, 2021, 12:32 p.m.
Duration: 1 hour 5 minutes 28 seconds

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So much help waiting to for you if youre willing to go there ie not here

Published: May 10, 2021, 3:36 a.m.
Duration: 54 minutes 13 seconds

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The motivation to heal is the love for you - the love hidden under the 7 circles of hell

Published: May 7, 2021, 4:08 p.m.
Duration: 45 minutes 53 seconds

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It will get weird & you will say WTF but in the end its a beautiful love story home

Published: May 5, 2021, 9:19 p.m.
Duration: 52 minutes 46 seconds

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What was there before the Big Bang? There was a you before the trauma...

Published: May 1, 2021, 4:37 p.m.
Duration: 1 hour 10 minutes 28 seconds

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No ones coming .. u think as a child that the predator will save u but they wont

Published: April 30, 2021, 12:34 p.m.
Duration: 57 minutes 37 seconds

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Youre going into energetic territory .. you need guides

Published: April 29, 2021, 3:16 p.m.
Duration: 1 hour 3 minutes 3 seconds

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When you move everything had to go.. every last nail.. healing is an all or nothing game

Published: April 29, 2021, 12:54 p.m.
Duration: 54 minutes 19 seconds

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Youre energy .. bottom line ..storage rooms of energy is where you keep trauma .. get back & heal

Published: April 27, 2021, 7:52 p.m.
Duration: 1 hour 9 minutes 22 seconds

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You can be healed but you need to return to the frequency in which you were injured

Published: April 26, 2021, 3:10 p.m.
Duration: 51 minutes 42 seconds

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Trauma happens in a different frequency if youre a child - you need the key

Published: April 25, 2021, 1:54 p.m.
Duration: 51 minutes 42 seconds

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A real healing can happen - it’s intimate .. it’s yours .. it’s a revolution

Published: April 25, 2021, 1:54 p.m.
Duration: 1 hour 5 minutes 41 seconds

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It’s the beginning & the end all in one .. you can’t skip a class in nature

Published: April 22, 2021, 9:01 p.m.
Duration: 42 minutes 16 seconds

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The Aya will love you back into existence .. so all your poison will be removed

Published: April 21, 2021, 3:54 p.m.
Duration: 54 minutes 54 seconds

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Your power .., your life .. your kingdom.. it does not belong to trauma!

Published: April 20, 2021, 5:02 p.m.
Duration: 50 minutes 22 seconds

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What woowoo?? Just do it & plunge ..

Published: April 18, 2021, 9:43 p.m.
Duration: 1 hour 18 minutes 12 seconds

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The show must go on - no matter how ugly the truth

Published: April 16, 2021, 5:02 p.m.
Duration: 1 hour 13 minutes 20 seconds

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You get replanted .. whatever was scorched damaged suffocated returns .. youre him/her again

Published: April 14, 2021, 4:53 p.m.
Duration: 41 minutes 42 seconds

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The closet .. the shadow.. the shit show .. no one wants to go in .. but thats where the gold is..

Published: April 11, 2021, 7:08 p.m.
Duration: 52 minutes 43 seconds

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Of course youre ready .. you were born ready to THRIVE - blow up the blockade

Published: April 10, 2021, 9:36 p.m.
Duration: 1 hour 1 minute 7 seconds

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Youre the everything .. you just need to lift the hood of the car

Published: April 8, 2021, 5:12 p.m.
Duration: 1 hour 4 minutes 55 seconds

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To freeze or to dissolve ... thats the question ..

Published: April 7, 2021, 5:08 p.m.
Duration: 1 hour 10 minutes 27 seconds

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There is only ONE of you..all of it must work as one moving energetic field .. not broken into shard

Published: April 6, 2021, 5:30 p.m.
Duration: 1 hour 5 minutes 28 seconds

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The tienemen square moment - you & your trauma face off

Published: April 5, 2021, 2:45 p.m.
Duration: 49 minutes 43 seconds

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Transformation is not that noticeable .. only sped up can you see its power

Published: April 4, 2021, 10:13 p.m.
Duration: 41 minutes 35 seconds

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2x {xyz)#+y7...huh? you are the end result of an equation. .. if thats trauma . Uncode

Published: April 3, 2021, 6:41 p.m.
Duration: 53 minutes 30 seconds

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Its ohhh sooo much bigger .. you are divinity itself ..

Published: April 2, 2021, 2:39 p.m.
Duration: 1 hour 4 minutes 21 seconds

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How do we work? A mystery

Published: April 1, 2021, 8:53 p.m.
Duration: 23 minutes 40 seconds

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Youre the fish in the net .. removed from the soup.. the soup is home ..

Published: April 1, 2021, 4:29 p.m.
Duration: 1 hour 17 minutes 24 seconds

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When everything feels wrong you know theres a right somewhere

Published: March 31, 2021, 5:26 p.m.
Duration: 1 hour 5 minutes 39 seconds

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A room with a view - not a view to the back of a building

Published: March 29, 2021, 7:49 p.m.
Duration: 54 minutes 10 seconds

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Such a conundrum.. & a cleansing .. its a maze ..& a journey for 100% connect

Published: March 28, 2021, 2:28 p.m.
Duration: 46 minutes 26 seconds

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Theres an original you - a blueprint that got stolen - go find it

Published: March 26, 2021, 4:34 p.m.
Duration: 40 minutes 24 seconds

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That original feeling that youve stored away .. that beautiful divinity of you ..thats the mussion

Published: March 25, 2021, 4:03 p.m.
Duration: 59 minutes 41 seconds

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Youre an energetic structure .. welcome to you.. built in hell .. designed by hell

Published: March 24, 2021, 3:32 p.m.
Duration: 57 minutes 14 seconds

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The gift is just the party - you get to go to the ball of life.. you get the call back home

Published: March 23, 2021, 7:57 p.m.
Duration: 42 minutes 54 seconds

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In trauma your like a torpedoed ship - fragments floating at the mercy of the wind .. whole is home

Published: March 22, 2021, 3:26 p.m.
Duration: 56 minutes 46 seconds

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In trauma theres fragmentation - look at the end of the equation - youre not that

Published: March 21, 2021, 3:01 p.m.
Duration: 42 minutes 4 seconds

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Yep.. theres a you youve never known .. & you will meet them once the invaders leave

Published: March 20, 2021, 6:09 p.m.
Duration: 44 minutes

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Did someone shout fire? Then run .. but come back & rebuild - traumas a diva

Published: March 18, 2021, 6:17 p.m.
Duration: 42 minutes 50 seconds

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Why the shadow ? Because no-one was there to love you when it happened

Published: March 17, 2021, 6:49 p.m.
Duration: 40 minutes 44 seconds

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You will find out everything & more .. if you discover your trauma ..you are the universe

Published: March 16, 2021, 2:56 a.m.
Duration: 43 minutes 53 seconds

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You built all of your armor - yes .. youre the master craftsman of your survival

Published: March 14, 2021, 5:34 p.m.
Duration: 58 minutes 4 seconds

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And when you see the truth you will be free

Published: March 13, 2021, 6:23 p.m.
Duration: 1 hour 12 minutes 8 seconds

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There will be a new you.... once youve wrangled the demons

Published: March 13, 2021, 12:37 a.m.
Duration: 28 minutes 25 seconds

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You will survive.. of course you will..the universe is pushing you to grow

Published: March 11, 2021, 4:21 p.m.
Duration: 38 minutes 48 seconds

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There can be not one dust of darkness left for total freedom - healing is the lighting up of dark

Published: March 9, 2021, 8:38 p.m.
Duration: 39 minutes 22 seconds

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Of course the universe loves you .. but how would you know if youre smothered in trauma

Published: March 7, 2021, 10:25 p.m.
Duration: 1 hour 3 minutes 23 seconds

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Trauma is an oil spill - you were the original magnificent clear ocean - you just gotta clean up

Published: March 6, 2021, 5:55 p.m.
Duration: 50 minutes 24 seconds

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Theres a you before the trauma ..a you that has an original script

Published: March 2, 2021, 8:01 p.m.
Duration: 51 minutes 45 seconds

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If you have trauma -accept the challenge to heal

Published: March 1, 2021, 4:56 p.m.
Duration: 27 minutes 39 seconds

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Youll get a face lift but you wont release your endless suffering with a plant medecine huh??

Published: Feb. 28, 2021, 11:49 p.m.
Duration: 58 minutes 35 seconds

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Theres a method to the madness.. if you understand the method the removal works

Published: Feb. 28, 2021, 3:58 p.m.
Duration: 58 minutes 16 seconds

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& then you will finally slay the dragon ..& the trauma will be resolved

Published: Feb. 25, 2021, 4:41 p.m.
Duration: 46 minutes 13 seconds

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The destination is not the trauma - the trauma is just another stop on the way

Published: Feb. 24, 2021, 7:42 p.m.
Duration: 1 hour 3 minutes 29 seconds

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It wasnt a good day when the trauma hit.. find the vault

Published: Feb. 23, 2021, 6:50 p.m.
Duration: 1 hour 2 minutes 41 seconds

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Wait.. theres more? Trauma has TONS of lessons ..to heal you have to learn

Published: Feb. 20, 2021, 7:34 p.m.
Duration: 1 hour 15 minutes 30 seconds

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You wont know .. you will suffer & then you wont because YOU WILL KNOW - do chill

Published: Feb. 19, 2021, 10:35 p.m.
Duration: 48 minutes 5 seconds

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No need to read anything .. listen closely to you.. healing happens in the heart .. no library the

Published: Feb. 18, 2021, 6:26 p.m.
Duration: 53 minutes 52 seconds

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Trauma creates layers... each layer needs to be carpet bombed ..

Published: Feb. 16, 2021, 5:01 p.m.
Duration: 53 minutes 48 seconds

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Lots of seeing ., lots of dissolving & unearthing - the shadow us a trip pack appropriately

Published: Feb. 15, 2021, 7:33 p.m.
Duration: 1 hour 5 minutes 16 seconds

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Will you go THERE...if you want to heal trauma you NEED TO

Published: Feb. 14, 2021, 6:26 p.m.
Duration: 54 minutes 5 seconds

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Looking for safety is paramount in trauma

Published: Feb. 14, 2021, 5:09 p.m.
Duration: 48 minutes 27 seconds

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Trauma is a dungeon keeper in your past - its there you need to travel

Published: Feb. 12, 2021, 8:39 p.m.
Duration: 8 minutes 40 seconds

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You will keep crashing through walls until you face the trauma & then theres another one ..

Published: Feb. 9, 2021, 9:37 p.m.
Duration: 43 minutes 8 seconds

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Dont count on organizing the universe .. she doesnt care about your schedule

Published: Feb. 9, 2021, 8:11 p.m.
Duration: 48 minutes 13 seconds

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Energy is like a great cake - it forms in layers - each layer needs to be dissolved

Published: Feb. 3, 2021, 6:57 p.m.
Duration: 45 minutes 56 seconds

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Never argue with the universe

Published: Feb. 2, 2021, 4:25 p.m.
Duration: 42 minutes

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If youre a prisoner of trauma dont accept your assignment -

Published: Jan. 31, 2021, 9:11 p.m.
Duration: 1 hour 12 minutes 54 seconds

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Dont argue with the universe because you will lose 100%

Published: Jan. 29, 2021, 6:09 p.m.
Duration: 1 hour 5 minutes 40 seconds

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Trauma is like living inside a washing machine thats been on its final cycle your whole life

Published: Jan. 27, 2021, 10:16 p.m.
Duration: 41 minutes 10 seconds

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Trauma is frozen energy - solid, packed .. it disrupts the flow - a landline in a garden of flower

Published: Jan. 26, 2021, 5:48 p.m.
Duration: 1 hour 38 seconds

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Youre baked - your trauma is built into the cake - the medecine extricates you

Published: Jan. 25, 2021, 5:13 p.m.
Duration: 45 minutes 22 seconds

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Trauma = Terror = fear ... simple to cook difficult to uncook but can be done - dont give in

Published: Jan. 24, 2021, 6:52 p.m.
Duration: 1 hour 5 minutes 58 seconds

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If you open the door of the shadow you wont know what awaits ..

Published: Jan. 23, 2021, 8:03 p.m.
Duration: 1 hour 3 minutes 2 seconds

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Dark energies in the underworld of your trauma

Published: Jan. 22, 2021, 4:47 p.m.
Duration: 1 hour 3 minutes 19 seconds

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Did you get into the candy shop? Or did the bouncer of fear refuse you entry?

Published: Jan. 21, 2021, 3:39 p.m.
Duration: 1 hour 2 minutes 21 seconds

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If you drip poison into blotting paper daily it will rot

Published: Jan. 20, 2021, 11:13 p.m.
Duration: 44 minutes 19 seconds

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Youre built of active energy - everything is energy - trauma is an ACTIVE wound inside your field

Published: Jan. 16, 2021, 7:31 p.m.
Duration: 1 hour 13 minutes 31 seconds

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Fear is the organizing principle of trauma - how to deactivate it

Published: Jan. 15, 2021, 7:30 p.m.
Duration: 1 hour 5 minutes 7 seconds

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If you can look under a microscope to see whats really happening you can do ayahuasca

Published: Jan. 14, 2021, 4:43 p.m.
Duration: 45 minutes 20 seconds

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You need to find your soul .. trauma evicts your soul ...

Published: Jan. 14, 2021, 3:04 p.m.
Duration: 38 minutes 5 seconds

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Of course you dont know.. youve been marinated in shit .. trauma is the tell tale sign

Published: Jan. 12, 2021, 5:12 p.m.
Duration: 1 hour 7 minutes 8 seconds

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So much to know .. & unknow in trauma

Published: Jan. 10, 2021, 8:05 p.m.
Duration: 1 hour 14 minutes 5 seconds

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Its all a huge mystery.. remember that .. and in that huge mystery you can be healed ..

Published: Jan. 10, 2021, 5:18 p.m.
Duration: 1 hour 19 minutes 54 seconds

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The firewall of fear around the fetid lake of sewage - trauma is a clean up -

Published: Jan. 8, 2021, 7:04 p.m.
Duration: 50 minutes 6 seconds

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What if you cant see the enemy? In trauma the enemy is ether..

Published: Jan. 7, 2021, 8:03 p.m.
Duration: 1 hour 5 minutes 38 seconds

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The firewall of fear & the mastery of your presence

Published: Jan. 6, 2021, 9:06 p.m.
Duration: 46 minutes 33 seconds

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Wrong destination? Did the Uber drop you off at the wrong place ? Perhaps its time to GPS locstion

Published: Jan. 5, 2021, 5:26 p.m.
Duration: 1 hour 19 minutes 3 seconds

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Humpty Dumpty can put itself back together

Published: Jan. 4, 2021, 7:50 p.m.
Duration: 1 hour 8 minutes 10 seconds

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The Honda or the rolls Royce of healing ? An ape or the whole universe - yes .. you have a choice..

Published: Jan. 3, 2021, 7:31 p.m.
Duration: 1 hour 25 minutes 26 seconds

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The trick of darkness is the strongest force youll face

Published: Jan. 2, 2021, 7:35 p.m.
Duration: 1 hour 15 minutes 4 seconds

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Many layers many stories .. all gravitating around trauma

Published: Dec. 31, 2020, 7:11 p.m.
Duration: 1 hour 14 minutes 58 seconds

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Ok.. you dont win anything - theres no prize .. just your freedom .. is that enough?

Published: Dec. 30, 2020, 9:08 p.m.
Duration: 1 hour 15 minutes 41 seconds

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Time to go.. yikes .. but you said you wanted to heal!!

Published: Dec. 29, 2020, 8:22 p.m.
Duration: 49 minutes 8 seconds

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Yes you can...

Published: Dec. 28, 2020, 6:59 p.m.
Duration: 50 minutes 7 seconds

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Everything is it..

Published: Dec. 27, 2020, 7:50 p.m.
Duration: 35 minutes 39 seconds

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Yikes .. how much do you need to clean?? All of it..

Published: Dec. 27, 2020, 3:44 a.m.
Duration: 46 minutes 9 seconds

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Let the universe take it from here..

Published: Dec. 25, 2020, 8:39 p.m.
Duration: 45 minutes 49 seconds

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Next.. you will never know whats next - Relax .. surrender..

Published: Dec. 24, 2020, 7:49 p.m.
Duration: 44 minutes 40 seconds

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Youre not a chimney sweep ...

Published: Dec. 21, 2020, 11:25 p.m.
Duration: 36 minutes 30 seconds

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To defend or not to defend.. that is the question..

Published: Dec. 21, 2020, 12:54 a.m.
Duration: 47 minutes 43 seconds

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You live on the other side of trauma

Published: Dec. 19, 2020, 7:53 p.m.
Duration: 45 minutes 22 seconds

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Never underestimate the dark.. it shows up in vulnerability .. & its there where you slay it

Published: Dec. 17, 2020, 11:38 p.m.
Duration: 1 hour 4 minutes 30 seconds

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Dont kid yourself.. evil roams in ether ..trauma exists void of love - the summit is a journey homd

Published: Dec. 16, 2020, 6:41 p.m.
Duration: 1 hour 6 minutes 56 seconds

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Its a total demolition & rebuild - if theres a trauma its a total injury - everything needs work

Published: Dec. 15, 2020, 6:33 p.m.
Duration: 1 hour 1 minute 18 seconds

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Youre it.. no books words .. niente nada can replace you as an energetic force of nature

Published: Dec. 13, 2020, 10:24 p.m.
Duration: 32 minutes 1 second

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It happened its packed with energy & then it didnt.. it never happened..

Published: Dec. 10, 2020, 6:41 p.m.
Duration: 44 minutes 27 seconds

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Defense mechanisms are a battalion of soldiers to ensure you survive .. but theyre also the crypt

Published: Dec. 9, 2020, 5:59 p.m.
Duration: 47 minutes 27 seconds

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Life isnt heavy or spiritual its just life - theres shit & no shit.. there are clouds & sun..

Published: Dec. 7, 2020, 5:47 p.m.
Duration: 1 hour 7 minutes 39 seconds

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Sitting is the threshold into your odyssey

Published: Dec. 6, 2020, 5:47 p.m.
Duration: 58 minutes 10 seconds

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Trauma can be traced .. theres a point at which it grew .. follow the tributary back

Published: Dec. 5, 2020, 7:15 p.m.
Duration: 1 hour 6 minutes 31 seconds

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Go on .. get back into the party / trauma us a party pooper

Published: Dec. 3, 2020, 10:48 p.m.
Duration: 37 minutes 55 seconds

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The man & the king - the gurl & the queen - simple ... if you want to rise ranks face it ALL

Published: Dec. 2, 2020, 6:06 p.m.
Duration: 25 minutes 36 seconds

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Its a domino effect.. an avalanche but first the odyssey

Published: Dec. 1, 2020, 4:11 p.m.
Duration: 58 minutes 37 seconds

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Simple & magical - apes need to stop believing other apes all the time ..

Published: Nov. 30, 2020, 5:58 p.m.
Duration: 55 minutes 46 seconds

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The scene of the crime & the holy grail - your sown back together

Published: Nov. 28, 2020, 6:50 p.m.
Duration: 1 hour 18 minutes 10 seconds

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Humpty Dumpty gets put back together .. yep.. the fairytale was re-edited..

Published: Nov. 27, 2020, 6:39 p.m.
Duration: 1 hour 6 minutes 32 seconds

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Its a long way to Tipperary

Published: Nov. 26, 2020, 6:32 p.m.
Duration: 56 minutes 9 seconds

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There is always help.. no.. I mean real hrlp

Published: Nov. 22, 2020, 1:02 a.m.
Duration: 56 minutes 15 seconds

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You cant take some out & leave some in.. all of it needs to go

Published: Nov. 20, 2020, 10:33 p.m.
Duration: 52 minutes 44 seconds

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Addiction - are you chased by demons? Blacked out trauma - to stay or to leave ..

Published: Nov. 19, 2020, 6:51 p.m.
Duration: 1 hour 4 minutes 46 seconds

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Because its not here.. not this .. this is the one dimension of many .. your trauma sits in anither

Published: Nov. 18, 2020, 5:22 p.m.
Duration: 46 minutes 32 seconds

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Youre part of a story ..your trauma is not you.. it happened to you - to leave you must see..

Published: Nov. 17, 2020, 11:32 p.m.
Duration: 35 minutes 31 seconds

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Its all you & not you .. so what is it?

Published: Nov. 16, 2020, 5:25 p.m.
Duration: 54 minutes 24 seconds

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If youve been pushed to the edge of the cliff .. will you jump?

Published: Nov. 12, 2020, 5:40 p.m.
Duration: 47 minutes 52 seconds

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Does a universe get built in a day.. naaahhh

Published: Nov. 11, 2020, 6:26 p.m.
Duration: 54 minutes 20 seconds

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If you open the vault to your shadow the process of resurrection has a fixed plan

Published: Nov. 9, 2020, 3:22 p.m.
Duration: 55 minutes 56 seconds

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Yikes.. here you go.. down the rabbit hole .. hope you packed a lunch

Published: Nov. 8, 2020, 3:12 p.m.
Duration: 54 minutes 19 seconds

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If youre emerging from the depths of trauma you are Poseidon surfacing ..

Published: Nov. 7, 2020, 2:56 p.m.
Duration: 55 minutes 30 seconds

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Lets not get spiritual lets get honest .. call a spade a spade

Published: Nov. 6, 2020, 6:16 p.m.
Duration: 1 hour 57 seconds

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If theres a crime .. theres usually accomplices - healing requires that everyone gets caught

Published: Nov. 5, 2020, 4:14 p.m.
Duration: 53 minutes 3 seconds

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Commitment & victory

Published: Nov. 4, 2020, 3:21 p.m.
Duration: 45 minutes 9 seconds

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Its a simple equation becoming whole - theres no woo woo just seeing it from a distance

Published: Nov. 3, 2020, 6:41 p.m.
Duration: 52 minutes 35 seconds

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Who do you send on a dangerous mission - the elite - the navy seals - trauma requires nothing less..

Published: Nov. 3, 2020, 3:06 p.m.
Duration: 54 minutes 30 seconds

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You are radiant light they say.. but not if youre splattered with trauma

Published: Nov. 2, 2020, 3:12 p.m.
Duration: 56 minutes 13 seconds

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At some point the whole dark skeleton will be dredged up.. & you will be released..

Published: Oct. 31, 2020, 5:22 p.m.
Duration: 49 minutes 32 seconds

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Healing in other dimensions.. huh?

Published: Oct. 30, 2020, 5:22 p.m.
Duration: 57 minutes 7 seconds

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All the men & women merely players.. act 1 scene 1 - where did u get dropped off..

Published: Oct. 29, 2020, 7:12 p.m.
Duration: 48 minutes 9 seconds

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The journey is subtle.. the trauma is intricate .. dont be fooled by headlines ..

Published: Oct. 28, 2020, 3:20 p.m.
Duration: 1 hour

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Once youre in you dont know youre in..then a spark ignites the fire .. will you stay or go?

Published: Oct. 26, 2020, 3:34 p.m.
Duration: 44 minutes 55 seconds

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You make a ton of stops on the way back home from trauma ..

Published: Oct. 25, 2020, 3:12 p.m.
Duration: 50 minutes 5 seconds

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If you fall you feel the knock .. youre human- youre here .you cant pretend yourself out of this

Published: Oct. 24, 2020, 5:21 p.m.
Duration: 34 minutes 4 seconds

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Are you arent you? Will you wont you? So much self doubt .. wheres my lifeboat?

Published: Oct. 22, 2020, 2:10 p.m.
Duration: 50 minutes 10 seconds

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You want to go on a mystical spiritual journey with Kumbaya tracks to heal trauma .. think again

Published: Oct. 21, 2020, 10:31 p.m.
Duration: 29 minutes 55 seconds

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If you want to heal it feel it..

Published: Oct. 20, 2020, 4:45 p.m.
Duration: 55 minutes

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Your life.. your path .. your power

Published: Oct. 18, 2020, 4:05 p.m.
Duration: 53 minutes 27 seconds

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There is no to be or not to be theres to love or not to love thats all trauma needs LOVE

Published: Oct. 15, 2020, 6:27 p.m.
Duration: 52 minutes 15 seconds

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Your pilgrimage might be bigger than the trauma

Published: Oct. 14, 2020, 4:22 p.m.
Duration: 44 minutes 12 seconds

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Stopping the momentum of a transatlantic liner .. dealing with trauma

Published: Oct. 11, 2020, 5:39 p.m.
Duration: 51 minutes 5 seconds

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Trauma lodges within you .. a seismic energy it navigates everything .. your life force is on hood

Published: Oct. 10, 2020, 4:29 p.m.
Duration: 56 minutes 30 seconds

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You are energy .. you arrive to an energetic cauldron thats been bubbling with its own motivations

Published: Oct. 9, 2020, 3:04 p.m.
Duration: 1 hour 9 minutes 23 seconds

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Unearth & shed... dig & dispose ...the aya is the tractor for that manicured ego

Published: Oct. 8, 2020, 6:59 p.m.
Duration: 42 minutes 53 seconds

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Everything wants you to be its captive

Published: Oct. 7, 2020, 4:12 p.m.
Duration: 59 minutes 41 seconds

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The untrodden cellar of your soul

Published: Oct. 6, 2020, 4:03 p.m.
Duration: 52 minutes 12 seconds

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The subtle operation of detachment

Published: Oct. 5, 2020, 4:24 p.m.
Duration: 47 minutes 7 seconds

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If your traumatized youre a host for evil

Published: Oct. 4, 2020, 5:33 p.m.
Duration: 1 hour 14 minutes 4 seconds

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Going into ayahuasca

Published: Oct. 4, 2020, 12:14 a.m.
Duration: 43 minutes 25 seconds

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Its a much bigger consciousness than we think

Published: Oct. 3, 2020, 5:29 p.m.
Duration: 54 minutes 52 seconds

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No time or space

Published: Oct. 1, 2020, 5:55 p.m.
Duration: 50 minutes 43 seconds

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Its not what happened its what you refused to feel

Published: Sept. 30, 2020, 3:46 p.m.
Duration: 53 minutes 10 seconds

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The whole truth & nothing but the truth..

Published: Sept. 29, 2020, 11:03 p.m.
Duration: 1 hour 48 seconds

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Dissolving robots

Published: Sept. 27, 2020, 12:05 a.m.
Duration: 45 minutes 41 seconds

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Trauma is an annexation .. like A kingdom annexing a country ..the generals will show up

Published: Sept. 23, 2020, 4:19 p.m.
Duration: 18 minutes 24 seconds

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Leering the medecine in..

Published: Sept. 22, 2020, 8:49 p.m.
Duration: 51 minutes 37 seconds

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Why? ..,

Published: Sept. 20, 2020, 4:53 p.m.
Duration: 40 minutes 46 seconds

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& then you will finally show up

Published: Sept. 20, 2020, 12:21 a.m.
Duration: 42 minutes 5 seconds

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Of course you dont know & of course youre scared .. youre the one who was captured..

Published: Sept. 18, 2020, 11:31 p.m.
Duration: 58 minutes 46 seconds

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Of course you want to go home .. & yes theres a path back..

Published: Sept. 18, 2020, 4:22 a.m.
Duration: 41 minutes 48 seconds

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Youre armor isnt pretty always.. its a lumbering defensive in your face swat team that suffocates

Published: Sept. 17, 2020, 7:50 p.m.
Duration: 30 minutes 26 seconds

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The blueberry pie filling..

Published: Sept. 16, 2020, 1:59 p.m.
Duration: 36 minutes 14 seconds

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Homeward bound ..the disentangling of you..

Published: Sept. 15, 2020, 3:30 p.m.
Duration: 45 minutes 4 seconds

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Its not what you think.. it will never be what you expect... thats the shift

Published: Sept. 13, 2020, 9:30 p.m.
Duration: 49 minutes 47 seconds

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Youre snatched on arrival .. or not ..

Published: Sept. 12, 2020, 3:07 p.m.
Duration: 36 minutes 26 seconds

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There is nothing here that will give you what you want

Published: Sept. 11, 2020, 2:29 p.m.
Duration: 44 minutes 11 seconds

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Power.. how much are you owned .. how much do you own?

Published: Sept. 10, 2020, 4:34 p.m.
Duration: 37 minutes 39 seconds

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Ode to the eternal love of the universe

Published: Sept. 10, 2020, 2:01 a.m.
Duration: 7 minutes 36 seconds

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Get frustrated .. give up hope ... get whatever & then come back.. & keep going

Published: Sept. 9, 2020, 11:36 p.m.
Duration: 44 minutes 22 seconds

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The darkness is real... & so is driving through fog

Published: Sept. 7, 2020, 4:34 p.m.
Duration: 49 minutes 53 seconds

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Stay home.. stay at your center .. anchored .. sit in the shitshow & heal

Published: Sept. 5, 2020, 3:15 p.m.
Duration: 34 minutes 5 seconds

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Open.. open more ... open until youre all gone..

Published: Sept. 4, 2020, 1:08 a.m.
Duration: 46 minutes 5 seconds

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Jet fueled amorreee from the source - thats the hift

Published: Sept. 2, 2020, 4:31 p.m.
Duration: 56 minutes 28 seconds

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In trauma youre hanging onto the cliff face.. theres no cliff face only a broken lightswitch

Published: Sept. 1, 2020, 3:28 p.m.
Duration: 1 hour 12 minutes 22 seconds

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Its all you & its all good

Published: Aug. 30, 2020, 5:45 p.m.
Duration: 1 hour 23 minutes 15 seconds

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A hostile takeover

Published: Aug. 29, 2020, 4:11 p.m.
Duration: 1 hour 4 minutes 55 seconds

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The breaker switch & the trick

Published: Aug. 28, 2020, 3:28 p.m.
Duration: 51 minutes 17 seconds

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Trauma likes neat corners

Published: Aug. 27, 2020, 3:14 p.m.
Duration: 1 hour 3 minutes 8 seconds

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Get rid of it all

Published: Aug. 25, 2020, 10:55 p.m.
Duration: 55 minutes 50 seconds

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Oh the places youll go..

Published: Aug. 23, 2020, 4:28 p.m.
Duration: 1 hour 27 minutes 41 seconds

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Keep opening to the mystery

Published: Aug. 22, 2020, 2:02 p.m.
Duration: 53 minutes 31 seconds

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Time to show up

Published: Aug. 22, 2020, 12:37 p.m.
Duration: 27 minutes 50 seconds

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Onto the backroads to heal

Published: Aug. 15, 2020, 3:33 p.m.
Duration: 56 minutes 34 seconds

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The magic hospiral

Published: Aug. 13, 2020, 3:02 p.m.
Duration: 46 minutes 52 seconds

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Every imprint is in you

Published: Aug. 13, 2020, 3:22 a.m.
Duration: 59 minutes 59 seconds

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Youll survive

Published: Aug. 12, 2020, 2:12 p.m.
Duration: 25 minutes 42 seconds

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Healing the continent of grief

Published: Aug. 9, 2020, 4:33 p.m.
Duration: 1 hour 25 minutes 23 seconds

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If youre traumatized youve built a defense mechanism not you..

Published: Aug. 8, 2020, 4:45 p.m.
Duration: 1 hour 20 minutes 14 seconds

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What goes up must come down

Published: Aug. 1, 2020, 4:37 p.m.
Duration: 55 minutes 1 second

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What dimension?

Published: July 29, 2020, 3:41 p.m.
Duration: 44 minutes 43 seconds

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Inter dimension travel

Published: July 28, 2020, 2:55 a.m.
Duration: 46 minutes 40 seconds

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Keep sitting with the fear

Published: July 26, 2020, 8:47 p.m.
Duration: 45 minutes 26 seconds

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Why do it... because no one wants to be a prisoner.. outside or inside...

Published: July 21, 2020, 2:11 a.m.
Duration: 27 minutes 18 seconds

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You arrive to u..

Published: July 20, 2020, 1:48 a.m.
Duration: 22 minutes 32 seconds

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What was my original face before my mother & father was born

Published: July 19, 2020, 4:29 p.m.
Duration: 31 minutes 51 seconds

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Yes.. everything sits in your energetic field

Published: July 18, 2020, 4:33 p.m.
Duration: 42 minutes 25 seconds

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Illegal squatters need to leave..

Published: July 18, 2020, 12:52 a.m.
Duration: 50 minutes 48 seconds

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Find your self hatred

Published: July 16, 2020, 1:45 p.m.
Duration: 40 minutes 43 seconds

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You contain all the info in EVERY cell of your body..

Published: July 14, 2020, 8:34 p.m.
Duration: 33 minutes 12 seconds

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You are the crystalline Aegean the trauma an oil spill...

Published: July 13, 2020, 3:05 p.m.
Duration: 23 minutes 17 seconds

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To see or not to see thats the question..

Published: July 12, 2020, 5:38 p.m.
Duration: 45 minutes 37 seconds

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Wash rinse repeat...

Published: July 11, 2020, 10:11 p.m.
Duration: 41 minutes 50 seconds

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Theres no rehearsing to be you..

Published: July 11, 2020, 5:19 p.m.
Duration: 1 hour 9 seconds

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Badger your ego..

Published: July 10, 2020, 6:35 p.m.
Duration: 36 minutes 55 seconds

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And then you must tear it all out..

Published: July 9, 2020, 2:44 p.m.
Duration: 37 minutes 27 seconds

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Everything on the path will tell you youre going the wrong way.. keep going

Published: July 7, 2020, 4:42 p.m.
Duration: 40 minutes 59 seconds

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When the Odyssey into the forest is over.. the dragon slayed.. a new path..

Published: July 5, 2020, 5:05 p.m.
Duration: 45 minutes 3 seconds

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Yessss... Humpty Dumpty can be put back together.. rewrite yourself with ayahuasca...

Published: July 4, 2020, 5:50 p.m.
Duration: 20 minutes 20 seconds

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A few tips for entering the rabbit hope

Published: July 3, 2020, 10:26 p.m.
Duration: 43 minutes 55 seconds

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Healing is a long game - get frustrated but keep going..

Published: July 3, 2020, 2:08 p.m.
Duration: 37 minutes 56 seconds

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Act one scene one... it was going on well before you arrived...

Published: July 2, 2020, 5:39 p.m.
Duration: 56 minutes 2 seconds

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How much of you lives in the light?

Published: July 1, 2020, 4:04 p.m.
Duration: 48 minutes 28 seconds

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Yep... embrace the unknown like its a new local restaurant.. visit .. try .. let it sink in ..heal

Published: June 29, 2020, 5:35 p.m.
Duration: 46 minutes 49 seconds

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To move forward we must shed.... egos like stability .. like the stock market ..

Published: June 29, 2020, 12:11 p.m.
Duration: 45 minutes 40 seconds

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You will not know anything .. & dissolving encounter realms that will guide you home ..

Published: June 27, 2020, 4:50 p.m.
Duration: 56 minutes 22 seconds

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The path is never clear ... until you start looking back...

Published: June 26, 2020, 2:54 a.m.
Duration: 59 minutes 13 seconds

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Because youre not enough.. because youre always negotiating you.. because youre wrong? Huh???

Published: June 25, 2020, 1:39 p.m.
Duration: 46 minutes 9 seconds

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To be vulnerable sweet loved safe .. the holy grail of healing .. the mothership ..

Published: June 25, 2020, 3 a.m.
Duration: 34 minutes 44 seconds

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If you want out ..dissolve the darkness with love

Published: June 24, 2020, 1:55 p.m.
Duration: 38 minutes 56 seconds

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Inner healing is a expose & expel strategy - no half measures - All or nothing

Published: June 23, 2020, 3:42 p.m.
Duration: 27 minutes 37 seconds

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Fearless presence in hell is the gift

Published: June 23, 2020, 12:47 p.m.
Duration: 44 minutes 55 seconds

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Darkness demons .. welcome to the underworld

Published: June 22, 2020, 4:18 p.m.
Duration: 29 minutes 33 seconds

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Ayahuasca is not a one time affair.. its like a nuclear explosion that will transform everything

Published: June 20, 2020, 2:15 p.m.
Duration: 30 minutes 32 seconds

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The energetic trap has to be seen fully for it to lose its fuel..

Published: June 19, 2020, 12:36 a.m.
Duration: 29 minutes 40 seconds

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Its a crowded stage .. you dont arrive to act 1 - theres no space for you in trauma

Published: June 17, 2020, 7:23 p.m.
Duration: 31 minutes 48 seconds

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In the end neither of it really matters - the armor or the shadow ..as the zen say theres nowhere

Published: June 16, 2020, 10:05 p.m.
Duration: 38 minutes 41 seconds

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Ice fishing through a thousand years of ice - penetrating the crust ..

Published: June 15, 2020, 10:40 p.m.
Duration: 33 minutes 47 seconds

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The truth is not who you are ... she has to go ... therein the great journey

Published: June 15, 2020, 3:56 p.m.
Duration: 33 minutes 44 seconds

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The trauma will put you on a leash..

Published: June 11, 2020, 4:24 p.m.
Duration: 38 minutes 5 seconds

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You have to make the choice - your child or the dragon .. love or fear ...

Published: June 10, 2020, 2:44 p.m.
Duration: 1 hour 11 minutes 51 seconds

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Whatever your code .. your dragon..it will threaten you if you want to leave

Published: June 9, 2020, 5:51 p.m.
Duration: 20 minutes 43 seconds

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The path will disappear

Published: June 8, 2020, 10:37 p.m.
Duration: 29 minutes 50 seconds

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Returning home

Published: June 7, 2020, 11:41 p.m.
Duration: 19 minutes 10 seconds

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Wakanisha - sacred children

Published: June 5, 2020, 9:26 p.m.
Duration: 28 minutes 38 seconds

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We all arrive as a package of powerlessness .. what happens after

Published: June 4, 2020, 5:46 p.m.
Duration: 38 minutes 35 seconds

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Scooby doo ayahuasca .. is this energetic body for real... so many demons in the underworld..

Published: June 3, 2020, 5:32 p.m.
Duration: 17 minutes 20 seconds

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Commit to the ayahuasca & she will return the gift a 1000 fold

Published: June 1, 2020, 2:19 a.m.
Duration: 34 minutes 40 seconds

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When it turns out your parent is THE PREDATOR...

Published: May 30, 2020, 4:50 p.m.
Duration: 31 minutes 52 seconds

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Yes.. youre IT.. all of IT... problem is someone blocked off your EVERYTHING

Published: May 29, 2020, 4:52 p.m.
Duration: 22 minutes 11 seconds

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Switch up your divinity.. & commit to YOU with ayahuasca

Published: May 26, 2020, 6:50 p.m.
Duration: 31 minutes 34 seconds

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Clean out your demons & pull the breaker switch back ON

Published: May 22, 2020, 7:09 p.m.
Duration: 16 minutes 45 seconds

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Go .. bring yourself home.. GOOO .. you ARE THE WARRIOR!

Published: May 20, 2020, 10:44 p.m.
Duration: 16 minutes 30 seconds

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The ayahuasca will give you the greatest gifts.. not always the ones you want

Published: May 18, 2020, 9:11 p.m.
Duration: 1 hour 25 minutes 58 seconds

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And then the ayahuasca knocked on my door ..

Published: May 17, 2020, 7:23 p.m.
Duration: 57 minutes 42 seconds

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Piercing the first veil - The shitshow & meditation

Published: May 16, 2020, 5:40 p.m.
Duration: 28 minutes 8 seconds

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Hunting down your BLACKBOX (Trailer)

Published: Dec. 19, 2019, 9:35 p.m.
Duration: 59 seconds

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