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When Brian Pennie was just a few weeks old, a medical condition nearly killed him, and the surgery the doctors performed to save his life was done without anesthesia, a common practice for young infants at the time (based on the faulty belief that infants couldn\\u2019t feel pain). Though Brian doesn\\u2019t consciously remember the surgery, his body remembered, and this early childhood trauma would define how he approached the world for the next several decades of his life.
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From this experience, he learned that the world was a painful, dangerous place, and he developed anxiety at a very young age. When he was a teenager, he finally found an anesthetic to numb the pain from so many years ago: heroin. He spent 15 years addicted to the drug until he found himself in the hospital, unemployed and worried he was brain dead, and he finally let go and surrendered.\\xa0
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That moment of surrender led to an awakening in his life where he was able to connect with something bigger and experience the beauty in the world after years of numbness. He began studying meditation, neuroscience and the ways our thoughts, beliefs and self-talk shape our reality, and he was able to heal addiction at the source by healing the trauma and anxiety that he had been trying to escape.
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In this incredible episode, Brian tells his powerful story of addiction and healing and then breaks down the science behind how he healed and how all of us\\xa0can use meditation, breathwork, positive self-talk and inner child work (hello, Adult Chair\\xae tools!) to rewire our brains \\u2013 whether we\\u2019re struggling with addiction, depression, anxiety, trauma or low self-worth.\\xa0
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Listen to discover:
Brian shares his story with so much vulnerability and authenticity, and he truly embodies The Adult Chair life. This episode will move you, inspire you and show you how we can change the story we\\u2019re living by changing the story we\\u2019re telling ourselves.\\xa0
\\u201cI don\\u2019t remember the operation, but my body remembers.\\u201d - Brian Pennie
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\\u201cI never had the general anesthetic as an infant, but when I was 17, I had done heroin for the first time, and I found my anesthetic.\\u201d\\xa0 - Brian Pennie
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\\u201cThe narrative of my life was \\u2018I cannot cope with anxiety. I need drugs to survive\\u2019\\u2026I wanted to escape me." - Brian Pennie
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"That was the moment when I put up the white flag, and in order to move forward, I had to fall down...I surrendered, and I believe that was the start of all the changes in my life." - Brian Pennie
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\\u201cI couldn\\u2019t see the thinker because the thinker was me.\\u201d\\xa0 - Brian Pennie
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"Awareness is the catalyst for change." - Brian Pennie
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"By changing your beliefs, you change your internal dialogue, you change your self-talk. By changing your self-talk, you change how you feel, you change the consequences of your actions and ultimately change your life." - Brian Pennie
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"Watch that absolute thinking that says we \\u2018never ever.\\u2019 It keeps us stuck. It keeps us limited." - Michelle Chalfant
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"The more I worked with my internal state and my emotions, things started to change." - Michelle Chalfant
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"We do a lot of inner child work with The Adult Chair. It\'s powerful, powerful work." - Michelle Chalfant
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LINKS & RESOURCES\\xa0
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Brian Pennie Website
https://www.brianpennie.com\\xa0
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"Bonus Time" (Brian Pennie book)
https://www.amazon.com/Bonus-Time-surviving-discovering-everyday/dp/0717186350\\xa0
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Free Inner Child Course
https://theadultchair.com/innerchild\\xa0
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Share Your Love: Review The Adult Chair\\xae Podcast
https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/the-adult-chair/id941317634?mt=2&ign-mpt=uo%3D4\\xa0
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MORE ADULT CHAIR
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The Adult Chair\\xae Website
https://theadultchair.com\\xa0\\xa0
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The Adult Chair\\xae Membership
https://theadultchair.com/membership/
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The Adult Chair\\xae Events
https://theadultchair.com/events/
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The Adult Chair\\xae Coaching Certification\\xa0
https://theadultchair.com/certification
STAY CONNECTED
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Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/michelle.chalfant
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Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/TheMichelleChalfantCo/\\xa0
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The Adult Chair\\xae Facebook Group: https://www.facebook.com/groups/theadultchair/
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