92 - We Experience what we Love and what we Fear
The only variable holding me to an experience of myself is polarity. I'm not here to change, save, or fix the world b/c all versions exist. I'm free. I'm not here to save others or be saved b/c all versions exist and we are eternal. Everything changes in relation to me. As I change, my experience of my world changes. All parallel versions of me; past, present and future, are here and now, seperated in time, via frequency of consciousness/belief. I'm not here to evolve, b/c I am the full spectrum of all incarnations, already. The only move to make, when one is finished playing, is to leave the playground... to let go of the attachments that are the +/- polarity we embody... and move into a new dimension of experience... Leaving the dark ages behind. I see lightworkers suffering in this transition. I see darkness still profiting off of misery. I see this dragged out shift and divergence, and I ask myself... Why the hell am I still here. Why am I still not doing something. Why no passion. Why no interest in even starting a new life on Earth? Why this limbo? Why still purging? Why such a total detachment from life on Earth?