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b'Kate Fagan is a columnist and feature writer for ESPN. Her latest book is What Made Maddy Run: The Secret Struggles and Tragic Death of an All-American Teen.\\n\\n \\u201cWhen I was professionally closeted, I was kind of bitter. I didn\\u2019t have a ton of empathy. And I don\\u2019t think I always asked the right question, because I wouldn\\u2019t ask people questions that I wouldn\\u2019t want to be asked\\u2026I had walls up. I wouldn\\u2019t even allow myself to be vulnerable in my writing. Because the whole point of my existence at that time was to circumvent any moment that could create vulnerability in a way that would frighten me. And I think you could that see in my writing.\\u201d\\n\\nThanks to MailChimp and HelloFresh for sponsoring this week\'s episode.\\n@katefagan3\\nbykatefagan.com\\n[00:00] Stoner\\n[00:45] Fagan\\u2019s Archive at ESPN\\n[00:45] Around the Horn\\n[01:00] What Made Maddy Run: The Secret Struggles and Tragic Death of an All-American Teen (Little, Brown and Company \\u2022 2017)\\n[01:15] "Split Image" (ESPN \\u2022 May 2015)\\n[06:30] The Reappearing Act: Coming Out as Gay on a College Basketball Team Led by Born-Again Christians (Skyhorse Publishing \\u2022 2014)\\n[07:45] "Storybook Ending Trailing Tennessee Late, Unbeaten Connecticut Got Into Gear In Time To Conclude a Charmed Season" (Austin Murphy \\u2022 Sports Illustrated \\u2022 Apr 1995)\\n[16:00] Fagan\\u2019s Archive at Ellensburg Daily Record\\n[16:30] Fagan\\u2019s Archive at The Post Star\\n[16:45] Fagan\\u2019s Archive at The Philadelphia Inquirer\\n[22:00] Deep Sixer Blog\\n[37:45] Madison Holleran\\u2019s Instagram\\n[44:15] Outside the Lines\\n[44:15] First Take\\nLearn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices'