150. I'm Over the 50/50 Conversations

Published: Jan. 18, 2024, 11:15 a.m.

I\u2019m over the 50/50 conversations.

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Cause who\u2019s really talking splitting money with a guy who can\u2019t even locate himself?

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I\u2019m talking vibe change.

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You ask.

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He acts like nothings changed.

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Why isn\u2019t there more of: \u201clook I\u2019m processing something\u2014 we are still good but give me a minute.\u201d\xa0

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Instead of acting different and making me feel like I\u2019m tripping.\xa0

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If we say \u201cat this big age\u201d we are going to be open, honest and transparent\u2026 then there is a moment where vulnerability will help us \u201cwin the relationship\u201d but you choose otherwise and expect me to \u201cpull the emotions\u201d out of you\u2026 we will lose the relationship every time. Why am I always put in a position where I have to think \u201cam I tripping or did the energy shift?\u201d \u2014 and it\u2019s never the man with enough integrity to explain what\u2019s going on with him or why the energy shifted.

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I can\u2019t figure out my emotions and yours sir.

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So, is it really about the 50/50?\xa0

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-I have thoughts about him-

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Originally Written: December 2023

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