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Did that mean that it was real? The temptation to believe as much is strong. But looked at more carefully, it appears still another potential trap that I could easily be caught in, and therefore defeat further development, deciding it must be so. No less a trap is the concomitant impulse toward disbelief \\u2013 to say that this was nothing but my fantasy, supplied with enough apparent evidence to convince me, if I want to be convinced. I am being challenged to hold the ambiguity of deep uncertainty, yet to face the very real effects of emotional trauma, having found as a medium for doing so \\u2013 perhaps having been pointed toward \\u2013 the exploration of sound.
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