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When this other part of yourself \\u2013 this other, deeper, much older part of yourself (I won\\u2019t call it wiser, because its wisdom does not relate to this world at all, but to that of the dead) \\u2013 looks up and up and through its depth of time toward the self, this \\u201cperson\\u201d so-called, who walks the earth, and sees how much of yourself you\\u2019ve spent distracted with empty longing, longing after somebody, somebody always seemingly just out of reach, in fixating on this other person \\u2013 some shimmering, glorious, erotic body or, much worse, some idea of the comfort or solace they could provide you, as if you could somehow be more a part of this world of the living through them \\u2013 and it tells you, because this is the only wisdom it can share with you in this moment:
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