How did we not know each other before?

Published: Sept. 4, 2021, 7:05 a.m.

Fingers are trembling from just a few sounds\nThe crowns are carrying me into the distance...\nI see just their tops...\nHow did we not know each other before?\nHow did we live like a friend-without-friend?\nInstead of beginnings we thought of the end...\n\nIt seemed that the world was familiar and bright\nIt seemed to us even it could not be better...\nBut now life's collecting its gifts and its light\nIn messages, rhymes, in rhythms and in letters...\n\nHow did we not know each other before?\nLooking for happiness, looking for a meaning - \nLike a trail of endless time...\nWe were looking for a new beginning.\n\nWhy while being immersed into thoughts \nWe took two different, two roads?\nThe destiny was quite hard to invent \nBy going through the unexpected bend...\n\nHow did I love without the world under my skin?\nHow could I breathe without this look?\nHow could I tell and how could I begin?\nAnd how I did everything what it took...\n\nHow could I dream about the past \nwithout the silkworm thread close to my heart?\nHow could I lose the thinnest thread\nHow blind we are sometimes!..\nHow deaf and how mad!\n\nThis truth is falling on shoulders...\n[I won't fall asleep]\nFrom waterfall of emotions \nTo river of love that is deep\n\nLife without love is a torment \nSomewhere inside\nMy inner child at the moment\nIs holding me tight...\nShe asks me some questions \nor even more...\nHow did we not know each other before?