Rachel Aviv is a staff writer at The New Yorker.\n\n"If I'm writing about the criminal justice system, I wish I were a lawyer. If I'm writing about psychiatry, I wish I were a psychiatrist. I have often filled out half my application to get a Ph.D in clinical psychology. That is one area where I am constantly on the verge of jumping the fence. But even when I wrote about religion, I thought I wanted to be a priest."\n\nThanks to TinyLetter and HostGator for sponsoring this week's episode.\n\nShow notes:\n@RachelAviv\nrachelaviv.com\nAviv on Longform\nAviv's New Yorker archive\n[2:00] "Netherland" (The New Yorker \u2022 Dec 2012) [paywall]\n[14:15] "Hobson's Choice" (The Believer \u2022 Oct 2007)\n[16:00] Madness and Modernism: Insanity in the Light of Modern Art, Literature, and Thought (Louis A. Sass \u2022 1992)\n[16:00] The Center Cannot Hold: My Journey Through Madness (Elyn R. Saks \u2022 2007)\n[19:30] Random Family: Love, Drugs, Trouble, and Coming of Age in the Bronx (Adrian Nicole LeBlanc \u2022 Nov 2003)\n[21:15] "The Imperial President" (The New Yorker \u2022 Sep 2013) [paywall]\n[22:30] "The Science of Sex Abuse" (The New Yorker \u2022 Jan 2013)\n[27:00] "Like I Was Jesus" (Harper's \u2022 Aug 2009)\n[27:45] "Local Story" (The New Yorker \u2022 Mar 2013) [paywall]\n[36:45] "Fat Fiction" (The Believer \u2022 Mar 2006) [paywall]\nLearn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices