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b'It isn\\u2019t until I realize I can\\u2019t find my son---really can\\u2019t find him---that I think of all the other things I can\\u2019t see in the starlit orchard. \\u201cCruz!\\u201d I yell. \\u201cBuddy! You win!\\u201d There is no moon. The trees are thick with blossoms. I hear Cruz in the tall grasses, rustling, giggling. He is six years old. This wouldn\\u2019t bother my wife. Alyssa believes that Cruz should learn to use a knife, to light a match, to walk beside a river without stumbling and drowning. | Copyright 2018 by Kodiak Julian. Narrated by Stefan Rudnicki.\\nLearn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices'