Sometimes we have to make decisions so hard that it is akin to letting a piece of our identity or being die to save and push forward the rest of ourselves. These are decisions that we get to through facts and by shedding the false impressions of emotions. The longer you avoid doing the hard things that you know you need to do, the more painful God is going to make your life, until you listen.
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