The edge of the abyss (Gain)
b'The Edge of the Abyss (Gain)\\n\\neven though, I have always suffered\\nthe deepest grasp of dark depression \\n\\nI never gave my pains over to drink\\nnor chemical inducing hallucinogen\\n\\ninstead, I choose, to face the red-eyed-demons of damp exhaustion, head-on, \\n\\nI went headlong into creepy dysfunction, standing on the edge of the abyss, gain\\n\\njames kenneth blaylock'