Your Vaule As A Person Isn't Dependent On Your Viewer Count.
Feeling like you are not good enough because of your viewer count. How it makes you not feel worthy Maybe you learn new things about yourself which could lead you into certain insecurities.
Maybe it's the way you look or the way your voice sounds. You will get that one troll that just wants to make fun of you and bring you down telling you things like. "You are ugly" "Your voice sounds bad don't even talk". Many more I'm sure.
It is hard to say what will bring value to people as it seems it just mainly subjective of what people find entertaining.
A lot of people will say "oh you just got lucky" but I feel luck within itself is just matter of how many times you put effort into something. The more you do it the more you are likely to get lucky, I know not always the case but still. It's never just black and white, we are always learning and improving on what we know. What i think now may not be what I think tommorrow.
We learn and we grow. We all have different perspectives. Just take care of your heart. Your value is not dependant on the number of people who watch you. You are your value. With or without the high or low viewer count.