Valinin Ruyas

Published: Dec. 30, 2020, noon

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Horasan v\\xe2l\\xeesi Abd\\xfcllah bin T\\xe2hir, \\xe7ok \\xe2dil idi. Jandarmalar\\u0131 birka\\xe7 h\\u0131rs\\u0131z yakalam\\u0131\\u015f, v\\xe2l\\xeeye bildirmi\\u015flerdi. H\\u0131rs\\u0131zlardan biri ka\\xe7d\\u0131. Hiratl\\u0131 bir demirci, N\\xee\\u015f\\xe2p\\xfbra gitmi\\u015fdi. Bir zem\\xe2n sonra, evine d\\xf6n\\xfcp gece giderken, bunu yakalad\\u0131lar. H\\u0131rs\\u0131zlarla ber\\xe2ber, v\\xe2l\\xeeye \\xe7\\u0131kard\\u0131lar. Habs edin! dedi. Demirci, habsh\\xe2nede abdest al\\u0131p nem\\xe2z k\\u0131ld\\u0131. Ellerini uzat\\u0131p, (Y\\xe2 Rabb\\xee! G\\xfcn\\xe2h\\u0131m olmad\\u0131\\u011f\\u0131n\\u0131, ancak sen biliyorsun. Beni bu zindandan, ancak sen kurtar\\u0131rs\\u0131n. Y\\xe2 Rabb\\xee! Beni kurtar!) diye d\\xfc\\xe2 etdi. V\\xe2l\\xee, o gece, r\\xfc\\u2019y\\xe2da, d\\xf6rt kuvvetli kimse gelip, taht\\u0131n\\u0131, tersine \\xe7evirecekleri vakt uyand\\u0131. Hemen abdest al\\u0131p, iki rek\\u2019at nem\\xe2z k\\u0131ld\\u0131. Tekr\\xe2r uyudu. Tekr\\xe2r, o d\\xf6rt kimsenin, taht\\u0131n\\u0131 y\\u0131kmak \\xfczere oldu\\u011funu g\\xf6rd\\xfc ve uyand\\u0131. Kendisinde, bir mazl\\xfbmun \\xe2h\\u0131 bulundu\\u011funu anlad\\u0131. Nitekim \\u015fi\\u2019r:  Binlerce top ve t\\xfcfek, yapamaz asl\\xe2, G\\xf6zya\\u015f\\u0131n\\u0131n seher vakti yapd\\u0131\\u011f\\u0131n\\u0131, D\\xfc\\u015fman ka\\xe7\\u0131ran s\\xfcng\\xfcleri, \\xe7ok def\\u2019a, Toz gibi yapar, bir m\\xfc\\u2019minin d\\xfc\\xe2s\\u0131.  Y\\xe2 Rabb\\xee! B\\xfcy\\xfck yaln\\u0131z sensin! Sen \\xf6yle bir b\\xfcy\\xfcks\\xfcn ki, b\\xfcy\\xfckler ve k\\xfc\\xe7\\xfckler, s\\u0131k\\u0131\\u015f\\u0131nca, ancak sana yalvar\\u0131r.  Sana yalvaran, ancak mur\\xe2d\\u0131na kavu\\u015fur.  Hemen, o gece, habsh\\xe2ne m\\xfcd\\xeerini \\xe7a\\u011f\\u0131r\\u0131p, bir mazl\\xfbm kalm\\u0131\\u015f m\\u0131, dedi. M\\xfcd\\xeer, bunu bilemem. Yaln\\u0131z, biri nem\\xe2z k\\u0131l\\u0131p, \\xe7ok d\\xfc\\xe2 ediyor. G\\xf6z ya\\u015flar\\u0131 d\\xf6k\\xfcyor deyince, onu getirtdi. H\\xe2lini sorup anlad\\u0131. \\xd6zr dileyip, hakk\\u0131n\\u0131 hal\\xe2l et ve bin g\\xfcm\\xfc\\u015f hediyyemi kab\\xfbl et ve herhangi bir arz\\xfbn olunca bana gel! diye ric\\xe2 etdi. Demirci, hakk\\u0131m\\u0131 hal\\xe2l etdim ve hediyyeni kab\\xfbl etdim. Fekat i\\u015fimi, dile\\u011fimi senden isteme\\u011fe gelemem, dedi. Ni\\xe7in, deyince: \\xc7\\xfcnki, benim gibi bir fak\\xeer i\\xe7in, senin gibi bir sult\\xe2n\\u0131n taht\\u0131n\\u0131 birka\\xe7 def\\u2019a tersine \\xe7eviren s\\xe2hibimi b\\u0131rak\\u0131p da, dileklerimi ba\\u015fkas\\u0131na g\\xf6t\\xfcrmekli\\u011fim kullu\\u011fa yak\\u0131\\u015f\\u0131r m\\u0131? Nem\\xe2zlardan sonra etdi\\u011fim d\\xfc\\xe2larla, beni nice s\\u0131k\\u0131nt\\u0131dan kurtard\\u0131. Nice mur\\xe2d\\u0131ma kavu\\u015fdurdu. Nas\\u0131l olur da, ba\\u015fkas\\u0131na s\\u0131\\u011f\\u0131n\\u0131r\\u0131m? Rabbim, nih\\xe2yeti olm\\u0131yan rahmet haz\\xeenesinin kap\\u0131s\\u0131n\\u0131 a\\xe7m\\u0131\\u015f, sonsuz ihs\\xe2n sofras\\u0131n\\u0131, herkese yaym\\u0131\\u015f iken, ba\\u015fkas\\u0131na nas\\u0131l giderim? Kim istedi de, vermedi? \\u0130stemesini bilmezsen alamazs\\u0131n. Huz\\xfbruna edeble \\xe7\\u0131kmazsan, rahmetine kavu\\u015famazs\\u0131n.

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