An Apology...
b'I\'ve fallen into a pit guys... and I\'m struggling to climb out, mainly, I think,\\xa0because I\'ve\\xa0been beating myself up whilst I writhe around at the bottom naively\\xa0hoping\\xa0sympathy will reach its long spindly arm down to drag me out.\\xa0\\n\\nYou\'re not a 5 year old falling off a bike anymore Lewis! Only I can get up and dust myself off and carry on...\\n\\nI\'ve let all these weird thoughts affect me and the podcast and many other things that I apparently\\xa0care about so much. So id like to say I\'m\\xa0sorry. I\'m sorry... to the people who have written to me and not got a reply yet. I\'m\\xa0sorry to those of you who found this podcast by typing in "inspiration" and found a sad dude moaning about being a moaning lazy bastard... I\'m\\xa0sorry to my mates who I have neglected while indulging in my own stink... Im sorry to myself! for not just cracking on, not meditating and eating properly and all the shitty things.\\xa0\\n\\nTalking on the pod did help this week so maybe it will help anyone else who happens to feel the same way?!\\xa0\\n\\nThanks for sticking with me people!\\xa0\\n\\nBIG MASSIVE LOVE! X X X'