you were there\nbut i didn\u2019t fully recognize you\namong the old and plumping\nkids from school\n\nyou were the same\nas then but now streaks in your\nhair we held each other and said\neverything\n\ni woke up sad\nbut still\nyou can\u2019t lose\nwhat you never had\n\nand later after everything\nand more we rolled tape and\nplayed weirdly knowing thurston\nwould approve\n\ni woke up sad\nbut still\nyou can\u2019t lose\nwhat you never had\n\nepw 4.8.08 perrysburg, oh