oceans of endings\nwash over me\nwash over me\ni sink willingly\ninto your blue\nand green permanence\n\ni am here\nof my own accord\ni dove headfirst\ninto the warm brine\na sea of my own making\n\nand as i sink\nabove me is the\nwalnut shell canoe\ni left you\nfor your safe departure\ninto forever\n\noceans of endings\nwash over me\nwash over me\nwhat have i done\nwhat have i done\n\nepw 3.21.08 perrysburg, oh