# 283 i reconcile (with toledo)
i ask myself\noh i ask myself\nwhat\u2019s with this waiting\noh i ask myself what\u2019s\nthis waiting for\n\nyou can\u2019t hold\noh you can\u2019t hold\nout you can\u2019t hold a\ngrudge against this\ntown anymore\n\nthis is not giving in\nthis is not giving up\nmy spring is out of season\ni\u2019m a crocus\npoking out of the snow\n\ni had it all wrong\noh i had it all wrong\ni thought you were\nsleeping but i was me\nwho wasn\u2019t awake\n\nthis is not giving in\nthis is not giving up\nmy spring is out of season\ni\u2019m a crocus\npoking out of the snow\n\nepw 1.28.08 perrysburg, oh