#203 i am not where i am
my mountain heart beats\nwindowless against the plains\nohio indiano stretchmarks\ncut in by trains all sad in\nbrowns and grays\n\nsometimes in the morning\na wall of clouds fuchsia and\norange spill up on the horizon\nand for a moment i am\ndeceived\n\nwe are not who we are\ni am not where i am\n\nand i\u2019ll never be toledo\nnever be toledo\nnever toledo\nnever\n\ni am going backwards in\ntime dragged forward blind\na sailor\u2019s grave on the prairie\nred and blue spiderwebs\nand me a moth\n\nwe are not who we are\n\ni am not where i am\nand i\u2019ll never be toledo\nnever be toledo\nnever toledo\nnever\n\nbhagiti 11.9.07 perrysburg, oh