lessons
The ground floor room is someplace where I\u2019m not supposed to go. Inside, it is a mystery to me, but my father seems to know it. He, at least, knows what it contains. And though I\u2019m not to go there myself, he promises that one day we can take a \u201cvacation\u201d there, and he will show it to me. I imagine it as some very nice place, full of interesting things to do and friendly people. Alternately, he leaves me with the impression that the ground floor is a frightening place, full of dangers and depravity, and that\u2019s why it\u2019s so important I never go there by myself. Yet he never takes me. The years pass, and now I\u2019m the age that I am now. My father has been dead for a long time.
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