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This poem is really a wrap up of what I\u2019ve been learning within myself. There\u2019s so much beauty I\u2019ve closed myself off to that I\u2019ve rediscovered in myself that it\u2019s both surprised and nurtured me to a degree that I felt called to share this with you all. I feel myself changing everyday. I no longer feel the heaviness I used to carry with me most days. I feel so much lighter and free, like I\u2019m really becoming a better part of me. (That rhymed, stay droppin bars.) In reality my recovery has been nothing short of painful and amazing. I realized that I\u2019ve been so hurt and traumatized and there\u2019s nothing to be ashamed of about those things. I struggled with confronting my inner demons because I truly didn\u2019t know most of them were there, some of which I\u2019ve discovered aren\u2019t even my own. Some of those demons were put there by people I thought loved me (which has also been painful to know were lies) and me having to confront my past has been one of the most scariest things in my life, but I\u2019m really fed up with running and being afraid of something I can control. I\u2019m glad I\u2019ve come to terms with it all despite the freaking chaos it\u2019s putting me through. A new me is emerging and I want to see her. I want to give my true self a chance. \xa9 All Rights Reserved \n\n--- \n\nSend in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/nae-too-sauceyyy/message\nSupport this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/nae-too-sauceyyy/support