So I take roughly 4,000 pills per year currently to handle my various conditions. One is a Benzo and the other is an anti seizure medication that acts as an anti anxiety medication but is also a downer. I don\u2019t drink or do drugs, but because I get manic and have weeks to months of little to no sleep (I\u2019m talking 2-5 hours max compounded) I eventually crash and have to work around it. That happened this morning. I\u2019m usually up at around 3-4 a.m. but first woke up at 7, so I was already late to get to work on this. I got set up from getting back from Nettios\u2019s place and promptly fell asleep at my desk until literally just five minutes ago. Here\u2019s my apology while I crank out todays three episodes to make up for yesterday\u2019s lost episode. Starting with DIvergent Mind: Insanity and Innovation. Thanks for your patience.